I'll come clean because you're right, Emma. I have been kind of avoiding you, kind of distant. Basically, and I've been doing that on purpose. I know I went out, I got drunk. I definitely kissed Amanda. And that's why I've kind of like, I didn't, I knew I had to tell you, but I didn't know how to tell you. But if it did anything, I know this sounds really cheesy, But if it did anything, it just made me realize that, like, I am totally in love with you. I have no feelings for her. You know, you are my everything. It was just a drunken, like, kiss at a bar that didn't mean anything.