think the worst um yeah and i promise it's not that okay it's just but you're right i've been weird about my phone um i've been spending a lot of time on lately okay that's gambling right wait is that yeah i've been gambling um and i was i was doing really good babe i was doing really good But, like, it was, I couldn't, I mean, you wouldn't believe what I got up to if I told you. And I was going to cash out and take some profit, but the streak was just too good. I kept going, and I, it's not looking so good right now, is the thing. And, yeah, I didn't really know how to bring that up or, like, let you know.