that was your heart anniversary whatever you call it but i could not believe it because literally two years ago, I sent you that letter and it was all about going into your heart surgery. And I was telling you how much you have really touched me in my life. And, um, you know, it's, it's weird to say because you are on the air and you're, you know, you've never met me, but it's crazy how much you impact my daily life. And, um, and I know everyone, like people may think that's crazy, but like in my letter to you, in my email to you, I said, like in my darkest days, I would always, like, I had leukemia when I was 14 and I would, on my way to chemo treatment, I would turn on mojo in the morning and my mom would be driving we would listen to mojo and that was like my 15 minutes of my escape on the way to the highway i'm on the way to the hospital every morning and then like during my divorce like i would be crying on my way to work and i was in like the darkest place and i would turn on mojo in the morning and i would get my mind off of it and i was going to work with like feeling better and every time in my in my darkest days in my life you've always been there on the radio for me um to get me through it and to get my mind off of it and you've been such a huge impact on my life and in my email I thought I was like man I can take COVID and I can take all this but I cannot take losing you mojo like that's where I'm drawing the line I can deal with all that but I cannot deal with losing you mojo and I want you to know how special you are in my