I love all these girls. They're such good girls. They really are. But a couple of things I noticed during this. You don't really call it a play date anymore during this hangout. One, as mom and I was the only one home, it was me and Smith West is out of town. I'm like, do I always wonder this? do I hover wherever they are hanging out or do I leave the room and give them some space and privacy? I always feel like there needs to be like a happy medium on that. And also yesterday, so I did choose at one point, I'm like, okay, I'm going to go out on the front porch, even with all of this crazy smoke and sit with the dogs and just kind of like enjoy the day and catch up on emails and Instagram and stuff like that. So I poured myself a glass of wine and went inside on the porch. And as I sat there, I'm like, is it wrong that I'm drinking? Truly, I only had one glass of wine even though I wanted about 10 but I'm like is it wrong that I'm drinking while 10 little girls are in my home and in my care and I'm like oh that did not stop me I finished my glass of wine but still I had that thought and I'm like I feel like every other mom that has a daughter here