some time too it was a period where i didn't want to look at her it was a period where she was you know super angry and nasty with me and we talked a little bit about that last night as well but you have to give yourself time and you have to give yourself the ability to go through the thing and not try to fake like it's okay like and that's the thing for me especially like growing up in a church like easter i feel like sometimes we we bypass good friday and we'd be like oh he resurrected but like we forget like he died for a while and like there had to be turmoil there had to be confusion like people who believed were you know they had to have those thoughts and those feelings And I feel like sometimes we get so caught up in the, it'll be okay, it's okay, that that is how I've played out certain moments in my life, where I've skipped over feeling the pain, feeling the hurt, and I've just immediately went through, oh, it'll be okay, it'll be fine. So I've given myself the opportunity to feel grief, to feel pain, to give up a future that I thought was mine. You know what I'm saying? Like, we talking on the radio, I'm at Lucido's, like, picking out a ring, bro, like, Shirelle is in there with it on her finger. Like, I'm at the point where, like, the money about to get put down. And then that's when we started to have, you know, conversations and God bless Sherelle that she's the type of person that she is, the honest woman that she is, the stand up woman that she is. And it's not a bad Sherelle situation. And I want to be so cognizant of that because obviously I'm the one with the microphone, so she can't tell her story. And I do not want it to come off as though she this and she that. She is an amazing woman, a great professional, a phenomenal mother. And I love Sherelle. But at this moment, you know, it can't be us.