I don't know if you guys have ever told you this story, but when I was a little girl, I had all sorts of health things going on. I was born an asthmatic and was always I was in the hospital more than I was out of the hospital with asthma attacks and those sorts of things. But I also have really severe allergies and really severe eczema when I was little, especially to the point where I was being treated at various hospitals for it. I had no eyebrows or hair on my arms because I would I would scratch so hard that areas of my body were raw and bloody and every single night I had to be wrapped in this black tar-like substance and my dad would cover would wrap my arms and my legs in gauze so I would lay in my bed like a mummy to try to like help it get better and I was such a scary sight in public my dad always tells me this story about how parents would gasp and pull their children in closer when they saw me because I was terrifying looking. I finally started to get better maybe when I was in second or third grade and I looked quote unquote normal aside from my horrible bull haircut which I still blame my mom for. But I don't know what's going on lately. I don't know if it's like my body changing perimenopause the real bitch or what's going on but it is coming back with a vengeance and Megan knows this because every day I complain like I want to rip my eyelids off of my face. My arms and my legs are covered in it again. I just started steroid cream and steroids again for it, but I'm so scared that, and it is such a vain thing to say, but that it's going to happen again. And my face is going to look the way that it looked when I was in preschool, kindergarten, first grade. And I won't be able to do anything about it because it just, it like attacks your body. It's so weird. It's crazy. I don't have it nearly as bad as you