No. Okay. So I, I'm going to title this topic. I'm disappointed in my performance. And I feel like people can relate to this. Have you ever met a group of people for the very first time and walked away not being happy with your performance, like with your own personality? Literally every day. Okay. Well, this was me on Saturday night. So I think I said this, um, at the end of the show on Friday, I had a holiday party that I had to go to this weekend. It was supposed to happen in December. It got postponed because both of the hosts who put it on came down with COVID. So instead of cancel it, they love doing this holiday party. So they just said, Oh, we'll just do it the second weekend in, in January, the first weekend of January, whatever. And so it was, this group of friends are close to my boyfriend, Wes. So it's his like very, very close friends that were the hosts, Dave and Annie. Hi, guys. And then a bunch of other people that he had met through a former job of his. And so I had met the hosts many times before. Actually, they came to our jingle ball a couple of weeks ago, but it was my first time meeting all of the other people who were there. Okay. So the night started off great. Like I feel like I was really talkative and fun and drinking and laughing. Well, then I sat down in the living room and it was cold. So somebody was really sweet and covered me in a blanket. So I'm sitting on a chair in a blanket on Saturday night. Bad idea because morning show Shannon kicked in and I could feel myself falling asleep. This has happened to all of us in social situations. I tried so darn hard to maintain conversation, but you know that feeling of like, you know your eyeballs are rolling into the back of your head and your eyelids are shutting and you're trying so hard to not make it obvious that that's what's happening. All I could think about was going to bed.