Can I ask this question? When you have this procedure done on Monday where you're getting the surgery done to remove your lymph nodes and to get them checked, are you making promises to God that, you know, I'll start going to church more often, I'll pray more often, I'm going to do it? Because whenever I go to the doctor, like with my whole heart scare and then the heart surgery and all the rest of that stuff, I probably made more and honestly I kept a lot of the promises because I started thinking to myself what happens if it doesn't but I'm like going alright God I'm going to start you know start doing this more often I'm going to start I'm like making all these different promises you know I'm probably very very nice that entire week to everybody even the people like you guys here you know you were nice I was very nice and you know you start doing that But you start, you know, it's like you start thinking your life passes before your eyes because, listen, I know what it was like. I remember when my mom came home and told us as kids that she had cancer.