I equate this to, and maybe you have felt this way at some point in your life, but this is the only way that I can describe how I'm feeling right now. It feels like I am on a really fast moving train and I just need it to stop so I can take a deep breath and catch up on my life. Yeah. Like I am so overwhelmed right now. And it feels like I am doing 20 things at one time. Like I've got so many different things going on and going through my brain. And, you know, it's like I if I'm not doing these 20 things, I'm thinking about them. And it's like work and Lucy and Smith and then the older kids and the three dogs and stuff at home that needs to get done in boxes that still haven't been unpacked from Wes moving in after we got married and trying to get in some friend time, which I feel like I'm failing at miserably. And then just like checking stuff off my to do list, it doesn't stop. And I feel like I just needed to stop for a second. I said to Wes yesterday, I'm like, I feel like I need to take two days off of work so that I can just like finish all of this junk so that I feel like I can at least keep going. You know what I mean? And I'm like watching my friends do stuff on social media and I'm like, oh, I'm missing that because I'm so busy with this over here. And I feel like I'm not giving it 100% over here. And then, you know, what really made me very aware that I need to slow down is I was in the car. This was the day before yesterday and I had my phone, which I effing hate my phone. Sometimes I just want to throw it out my window, but I was trying to respond to an email and Smith was in the backseat and he was talking to me. And honestly, I wasn't even paying attention because I was just trying to finish responding to like whatever this email was to somebody. and Wes was in the driver's seat and he said, Stan, Smith is trying to tell you something really important that's a core memory for him. You might want to put your phone down. And Smith starts talking about this moment on our trip to Colorado that we went on back in July and how it was like his favorite vacation of all time because of something that had happened. And I just like literally sat in my seat and started to cry. I'm like, I need to pause and slow down.