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Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS chronicles the show where we read your paranormal testimony guys if you want to send something for us to read and ultimately mock but you know still um we're gonna read it and it might actually bear some good fruit might be interesting it might be cathartic for you you can send that over to chroniclesnds at gmail.com i am david lee corvo aka the raven that is matthew hepner merchant of brown water host of straight bible and also uh the little brother of disinformation i was

gonna say friend oh okay sorry that's gonna be nice the little brother is usually on time when

he's in the big chair i'm always on time uh the only reason we're never on time is is because of top and i'm gonna go ahead and i'm gonna i don't just blame top though it's specifically puerto rico yes that is true puerto rico uh they they're in a different time zone right yeah it's kind of it's called island time yeah so ever since his coming to the states um he's never acclimated right it's not even like a time zone it's more of a time realm yes a time riff um so we're gonna get into uh patreon.com forward slash i didn't pull it up so i can't share it patreon.com forward slash nephilim death squad sign up there gain early access to episodes and free listening experiences and uh access to communities of dangerous retards on twitter discord and telegram we just did another bible study the nds bible study um which as an acronym is ndsbs which is very funny i like that and um i have no part in that top has no part in that matt has no part in that it's actually the community getting together and uh and just doing a bible stuff but it does

remind you of cloudy with a chance of meatballs the bs usb i've never seen cloudy with a chance of meatballs great movie uh also children's cartoon you crushed on uh the last show dude like in hebrews oh really like yeah you're basically asleep for the first like i don't

and a half hour well i'm not supposed i'm supposed to produce yeah yeah i'm supposed to

but you were sleepy too but even in that sleepiness you did drop some hammers in that

i was sleepy um it takes me a while i usually wake up at like seven but it takes me a while to like come out of it yeah i just have like you know the sleepies in my eyes and the sleepies on my face and it's just hard for me to shake it off um i try to drink a lot of water as soon as i wake up drink some water drink some black coffee and and still yeah it just takes a minute it does takes a minute it takes a minute to warm the old system up so yeah maybe go check that out guys that's that's live on youtube so after this show you can go see the episode we just did on straight bible with otis fowler on uh it was hebrews episode five which is pretty cool

and uh yeah maybe i dropped a nugget or two but it was a really cool episode really fascinating stuff great conversation so go check that out before we get into what we're gonna do today was there anything in the news over the weekend in the news over the weekend i wasn't really paying attention to the news over the week i've been busy okay solid i've been busy my wife uh my wife i don't know if i have a button for that she um she was hanging out with an old friend and so oh there it is nbs is no longer a conspiracy show it's an anti-orthodox church show that's oh yeah yeah that's what's big in the news is that top uh while supposedly on vacation has been fighting the orthodox church again so nothing new here i do find that when is that top or is that a made-up one uh he says xerox is dead so actually i feel like it is uh when top goes on vacation he always um

he always gets into fights on vacation top have you noticed that correlation yet you're supposed to be relaxing and did you see him trying to pick a fight with me this weekend no i haven't seen anything yes you did we're in the group chat i didn't take the bait what what fight was he

talking about the jews or something yes i didn't even really i typed i typed out a response and i was like don't do it yeah don't do it i didn't i didn't oh it was what he was making fun of uh missler no no spurgeon spurgeon he was making fun of spurgeon because he knows you love virgin yeah i just noticed it's a pattern i'm a pattern recognition guy top goes on vacation and goes to war with people yeah i mean like it's uh i think he doesn't know how to relax he's almost like he's a guy that likes to work he's a guy that likes to work he's always working if he's not working i think he gets a little bit like he goes no fuck these guys there he is there he is um jkjj says top should listen to danny jones with peter lavenda because he would find 100 instances of problems with the orthodox church and intelligent community there oh

the intelligence community is in cahoots with orthos that means the jews and uh yeah yeah i

can get that uh iran i ran bombed some bases in jordan this morning did they really yeah yeah yeah this is uh talking shit is relaxing for top hey jane how you doing good to see you so um that's the heart of top lobster right there yeah yeah yeah this is the heart of top i'm gonna tear them down to the last stone yeah no stone will remain stacked upon another uh when when top lobster is done with the orthodox church yeah yep yep so he's been um he's been upset i hope he manages to enjoy the rest of his vacation have a spot and this is what happens too when he gets mad at other people i also get hit in the crossfire he called me retarded the other day uh said that i was going to become orthodox or something like that i've literally not engaged with any of this i've been completely busy not looking at the internet at all actually enjoyed a really good time with my son i took him to a place called the celebration station which is like go-karts and laser tag no it's in um clearwater okay it was kind of a shithole i'm not gonna lie uh but you know my son couldn't tell the difference he loved it and i'm gonna

to be very honest with you i already know i'm gonna be very honest with you i already know

where this is going i showed up maybe on a bad day maybe on a bad day i showed up on a bad day this is exactly what i try to explain to jess and uh and i um i showed up while uh while two school buses filled with they were all black and let's just say uh you know it's just just just manners and manners and and and and good behavior saw your face oh man i pulled up dude i'm telling you i pulled up on a weekday it was a it was a thursday i believe a thursday parking lots empty except for and i go oh yeah dude like we're crushing we're gonna have the time of our lives here and then as i'm going to park two school buses pull up and i go damn man we showed up on a day where the school trip and then all of a sudden they start filing out and i'm going one two i'm looking for any any any white kids at all not a single white kid i

don't like i don't like that that like there's even a little bit of like an influence on me now

yeah that you do that i didn't do that i didn't make the bus show up and i didn't there's a thing

you do there's a look you do where you saw that bus and you probably went like this

recognize what was about to happen sure what happened they're just very rude very rude no manners uh it was just bad it was like what when they're waiting in line to get dude i was waiting in line and cut in front of you it's so funny you should say that so i'm waiting in line and all of a sudden this little kid

comes up to me and he goes uh excuse me can you move and i'm looking like there's like it's a ride it's taking a long time we've been waiting in this line for a long time there's a couple of kids ahead of us i'm doing the math it's gonna be a while that we're here and i go i'm sorry what was that and he goes can you move out i'm not gonna do any bad voices this isn't what it sounded like but he said can you move out of the way uh so that i can get in front of you and i go oh no no no no we've been waiting here in line you know it's it you gotta wait here and he goes uh and he goes so y'all not gonna move then and i go no no and he tries to like work around me and i go oh he tried to juke no no and then he goes oh and he walks away and you can hear him and his friends all talking shit about me and my son also we went go-karting and for whatever reason they all just deliberately smashed into my son which is how you're doing gas powered go-karts you know my kid's doing donuts now he's spinning out in the look i'm just saying it was it could have been a more pleasant experience my son had a lot of fun we went to the batting cages and this kid i go hey jackie um hey wait what the hell's going on look he's trying to get me wrapped up and he wants he's trying to say the right combination of words to get me in the fight um so so we're at the batting cages and there's a clear and distinct area marked on the ground over the plate that says don't step here because you're gonna get blasted with a ball yeah rules and i go hey jack come on it's your turn and he starts walking up and i go just don't step into that and before i could say it he steps directly into it takes a ball to the knuckles handles it really well but never gets to swing the bat hand swells up is all he's tough dude he's tough kid didn't cry didn't but he was poor kid he's he's under the weather right now he's uh he's really feeling it all right so um who do you blame that on uh probably the jews i don't think that they are necessarily doing frequency warfare against my child but i also don't think that they're not doing frequency warfare against my child so um you know he's a little under the weather and we're still determining if it is the poison and the food and the goyslop uh straight from israel or if it's the chemtrails in the sky that also uh the planes are piloted piloted by the jews so you know very problematic um at cox your internet and mobile price won't change for

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all right so we're gonna get it straight into this story you're not gonna be able to read any stories matt why well because you don't have a laptop and i do have a laptop yeah yeah it's just too complicated oh hold on wait tops enter the studio or i think we're about to get yelled at about uh no he just said he's going back in the pool you got to put his last post up okay uh anyway going back in the pool fuck any and all orthodox members leave the chat unbelievable he's very nasty right now the the pool at your place or no no he would be here he wouldn't be in that He's on vacation. He's on the vacation pool. Where did he go? I have no clue. He has a habit of going to Puerto Rico. Yeah, like highly ethnic areas. Yeah. And I think that stresses him out. Do you know where he went? He told me where he went. I don't think he ever told me. It was something exotic. Something exotic. The words were, the name was exotic. Alright, I guess you know what? Like a flying vacation? Like they flew somewhere or they're just like driving to the beach for the weekend? I do believe he flew somewhere. I think they went to an actual vacation. Hey, what the heck is that? I don't know what that is, but... Dude, a gold coin? Let's take it. Thank you, JC. Hey, hi, JC. For the 10 Gems gold coin. I don't know what that is. It's gold, bro. Oh, that's very cool. Very cool. Oh, wait, wait, hey, where'd that banner come from? Son of a bitch. Look at the banner at the bottom of the screen. fuck the entire orthodox church and all its constituents did you put that did you do that

what is a gold coin i thank you for the uh thank you for the gold coin i cannot believe this

what an what an what a terrible wait but so the orthodox uh so-called um what do you want to call it doctrine or theology nobody has ever considered that like rational or good or anything but somehow in the last few years it's like made this huge uptick like it never seems like something you would fight with you would just kind of ignore it well i think it got real big not ignore it now because it's like a thing like it's it depends on what your algorithm is i think um so and is it just living off how stupid the so-called like prot like they just call it protestant they try to divide it up like that like the show is so stupid and there's so many people scamming for money in the 501c3 that somehow it's it's just this false idea that well you got to be one or the other if you're not protestant if you know how stupid that is then you got to be orthodox

Well, I'm naive to much of it, so I didn't detect that in any meaningful way. It's obviously much more on display lately. So what happened was Jay Dyer got on Tucker Carlson's, and he's a big Orthodox guy, big debate bro.

He can debate anything and win those. It's not like Orthodox is right because Jay Dyer can win a debate about Orthodox. No, no, and I like Jay Dyer. I don't know if that ship has sailed. I don't know. Well, Top said he's a really good dude. He showed up to Prohemian Grove two ago when he was sick, and he still showed up. He's like a good dude.

I got debate raped at the Orthodox Church, and all I got was this lousy T-shirt from TopLobstead.com, which is also where you can get your tickets to Prohemia and Grove. So he was on Tucker Carlson's, and now because of that, you know, Orthodoxy is back in the conversation. It was recently that, you know, the paid-for baptisms became part of the conversation, so Orthodoxy was taking a real ass-pounding, which is, you know, both fair and unfair. it's not every orthodox church that's charging for baptism but when you say that the only real way to be a christian is to be part of the orthodox church and then you find that there are so many instances of churches orthodox churches charging all kinds of different fees for baptisms you go so you have to be baptized in the orthodox church to be a christian and the orthodox church is the true church but then you find instances of them making you pay for it you go well that's that's a stupid bullshit blanket statement the most popular orthodox saint is an open homosexual is that true oh um is that seraphim rose i think i heard that he was uh

wait but but was somebody alluding to early in the show that it's a psyop or that or that the

agencies are involved in it i was saying the intelligence agencies are wrapped up and of course the intelligence agencies are going to be wrapped up at every single major religious institution on earth so that doesn't surprise me at all i would say it's a given that that would be the case but um i to be perfectly honest i haven't been paying much attention to it i i kind of did a thing and i didn't realize the tide was coming when i did this thing and what i did was i went on twitter and i said jay dyer uh why don't you follow me anymore i love you i'm happy to see you crushing right that's what i said because he went on tucker i didn't watch the episode no offense to jay or tucker i don't watch shit so i said followed you he unfollowed me and it was at the time where i said orthodoxy was getting the shit pushed in on twitter because of the paid for baptisms and shit so um so i said that i just tweeted to him i said hey man why'd you unfollow me i love you happy to see you crushing what i didn't realize was behind me a great swell was happening and a wave was coming and that wave was the orthodoxy contention once again so as soon as i step into the arena you know the the public arena as it is it's a public square and i say this thing for the next week it looks as though um this is not going

to be rectified nobody can be friends either you or top the last thing i saw with jay dyer was that he said he's not going to debate religious stuff anymore who knows i mean who the hell knows i

don't know i don't i don't uh watch his content or anything like that the way that i saw it was i find it remarkable on a regular basis that any of my homies can touch the cultural zeitgeist and i consider jay dyer a homie we've had him on the show we've he's been to our live events all this showed up even sick showed a lot of right right for doing that so when i see that i think it's remarkable the position that god's allowed me to be in but then also the position that like i was talking to shane cashman about this on the phone the other day like all of our friends you know and i guess there's contention i don't know whose friends who considers who friends anymore i really don't give a shit but they're all touching this thing which is the cultural ball right uh what's to be rectified who remembers how our relationship with jay dyer started yeah he asked to uh to debate uh debate me i think it was and then i what exactly that's what i said and then i said um i'll box you because he was looking for a boxing partner so he conceded to me whooping his ass if we box and i conceded to him whooping his ass if we did my ass if we debated and then we had a pretty cool relationship. after that and by cool i mean he comes on the show started and then and then he dropped you

because you said i don't know i don't know he probably thinks a bunch of shit that i i don't think you know what i mean like you think a person has these opinions but you don't go and ask kind of a deal i don't really have many opinions on it i don't think that you're the one true church i'll say that and i don't think that well where did he how long has he been orthodox who knows i know invited uh me and top to the orthodox church early on in this um but uh no he that's right he mistook top for xg that's right that was so funny oh shit yeah yeah because they look the same so uh yeah i don't know man it's it's just been this whole thing it gets dredged up again and then uh owen and and uh jay dyer have some bad blood for a bunch of reasons that i'm not familiar with because i'm not going to go deep into the lore of why these guys don't have contention so yeah it's just a big mess and um and i find it well owen brought up an

intriguing point which what nobody's taking sides on or whatever but he said why would i uh take any advice from jay dyer on god look at his life like like oh that's always fair yeah and it's an intriguing statement that i think all christians should take to heart man it's like look at your life like if your life doesn't look right nobody wants to hear what you have to say i actually don't know what jay dyer's life looks like i know what i think i was making the point just that like not married or recently married no kids that late in life sure yes uh almost saying like dude i'm not gonna listen to anything from you about god like you're not in a position to tell me about god like you don't know anything that's a fair point right what is kids which again i'm not taking sides i mean it's whatever but but i think we all should be mindful of if we're gonna represent christ like what our life looks like not just like oh can i win a debate oh how cool is my doctrine no no no what does your life look like that's what um

brenna kamehameha said is check the fruit bro she knows yeah yeah yeah so like look at the look at life uh and jay has ibs yeah i mean is that the measure of a man i don't know i had ibs for a while so um yeah i don't know that's been the whole thing i haven't looked at it i haven't looked at it at all uh i've been busy so okay sorry to take you off track no it's okay let's get into this uh email here i'll put this up on the screen so that you can see it too and it's uh oddly sized which is uh fantastic maybe if we minimize it no oh no dude it's an

israel thing right from the jump no no no that's not what was that uh okay we're just gonna have

to make this big screen oh great um and then i can't even like how the hell do you navigate this i don't know oh this is the worst i'm sorry matt you're just not gonna be able to no that's fine

wait i think i have that same gmail do i have that same gmail it's a chronicles gmail if you're

hooked up into that then um maybe i do i i have that uh i've never used uh um oh thank you again jc for the uh 10 gems it says happy poop well happy poop to you i wish you the best poop what is the what are the gems what are the gems we're getting we're just covered in gems right now and uh and i don't know oh happy poop for for you and j well thank you very much jc i i greatly

appreciate that um okay i don't know if this i mean i think this is the same email we're all on or no no that's straight bible you can tell by the straight bible at the top oh i see what you're

doing this is uh teaching teaching a man how to do yes just boomerisms uh oh my goodness look at this incredible dave law son servant of the most high with the 10 gems gold coin gold coin do you want me to google what is that no no please just stick with the the you're just doing the email thing for now that's enough no i can't find the email there's no that's the only button i had but there's 800 emails well i'll read this one and then we'll figure out something where you could read the next one so this uh i'm not this comes from a name i can't pronounce uh it just says chat is real oh wait i'm sorry we gotta do this chat is real i appreciate what y'all are doing y'all gay shit is not allowed in the kingdom amen yeah i don't really appreciate that Gay shit is not allowed in the kingdom My dad has had a lot of Interesting stories of things That he experienced

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unfortunately ah geez uh-oh he pulled a david wilcock in 2012 but that'll be a future story some jerry marzynski stuff happened all right i'm putting pieces together david wilcock uh left this realm in a rather ungraceful manner um this experience took place around the spring of 1994 my father had to take a trip to mexico over a land dispute before he had between he and his siblings so he and his siblings i wonder if it's a inheritance issue uh he stayed in his mother's house which at this point had been abandoned for a while the only thing in it was a small dinner table old spring bed and propane stove as a man i do feel like that's all you need a little table to eat at an old bed and a propane stove i'd be solid with that yeah i was talking about that over the weekend with my cousin and i he was talking about all these things that he's doing to improve his life because of this this uh woman who's in his life and uh and he believe he's getting ready to propose and all this stuff so god bless him really hoping that works out and uh and he's like yeah dude like i wouldn't be doing any of these things to better my life if it wasn't for her and i said yeah like as far as dudes go like a mattress on the ground

something that plays like music no when we moved into this house i was like it's got a walk-in closet where i can put a desk with a bible yeah it's got a bed pretty good yeah there's a kitchen

where we can plug in a fridge place to cook whoa i think we're good yeah that's it don't really need much all the accoutrements of a home accoutrements accoutrements that's a good word it's not uh that's all for women it's all for women uh the streets in this little town were still dirt and it had been raining so everything was muddy when we arrived his neighbor was about to leave out on his bike so he went to greet uh and talk to my dad for a few hours okay a few hours damn bro that's invasive oh for perspective in front of the house facing the street it had a big window roughly four by eight with bars on the outside resembling prison bars one of those really is that what's going on uh well it seems rural a couple buses rolling not urban nope nope nope nope um resembling old prison bars with flowery designs all right so uh before bedtime he scooted the bed right under the window he carried with him a stainless 357 smith and wesson and kept it under his pillow at bedtime fast forward to about two to three that's of weird you just went for like this dude talked to my dad for a few hours so like this is what the window looks like um and my dad keeps a 357 magnum under the pillow under the pillow god bless him fast forward to about two to three in the morning he heard a sound what sounded like a horse right by the window he said it sounded like whoever was on it was trying to force this horse through his window facing the street lots of stomping and pissed off horse noises that's interesting that's terrifying horse noises i like that you've uh turned your back to the chat because

you're so distracted you're so distracted hearing this in the middle of the night guys there's a horse right outside your window stop trying to distract matt he's doing the best

he can and he knows i'll get very upset uh and he doesn't like when i'm cranky and bitchy well

it's not right because it's like uh you know there's a time and a place to do the chat thing there's a i don't want to i'm not even gonna look i see your face i'm not gonna i'm just looking at

the wide screen shot from the third camera and it's just your back it's very here look wait where is it oh it's this one i don't care what else am i supposed to do no look at you no absolutely you're crushing i appreciate the efforts you're putting in same um okay so mother somebody said mother horse eyes in real life yeah um he thought to himself someone knows so they're clearly in a

place with horses though right it's not like they're just on a city street and he hears a horse well he said that the there could potentially be a horse out there the streets in this town were

still dirt okay so this is

You know, which is why I was a little bit confused about the bars and the window. Although I guess if you're in a rural area, not typical, though. No, I could see it as being as an added layer of defense. The police are never going to make it to wherever the hell you are in time.

Or, yeah, maybe tornadoes or something.

Tornadoes. By the way, this past weekend, like the storms were so crazy. I was down in Clearwater and I was watching spires of clouds stretch down to the water. try to touch the water in the land and water it was when we were when we were scalloping two weeks

ago same thing water spouts happen all the time yeah on land is a different it was crazy though

like the wind and the rain and the flooding and everything and god i got a cheap now he thought to himself someone knows he is in town and they're there to start shit so he pulled the hammer back and got flat against the wall damn bro this guy's about he's dirty harry in it he's ready uh then again he didn't want to blap a drunkard acting stupid so he just stayed still and waited he said it felt like the pissed off horse was there tearing shit up for a long time after a while just like turning off a light switch the noise went away in an instant no galloping no more noise nothing but stillness no galloping away so it wasn't even like you heard the thing leave this is very bizarre did the beginning of the story where i might have been

uh reading the chat a little bit talk about what you're doing i was noticing that talk about like the guy had like enemies and stuff or like why would he assume somebody's out to get him did

it talk about that well no it's just very jarring he was like so the neighbor on the bike came over to talk to my dad for a few hours i caught all that but what did that have to do and then but nothing in the beginning was like my dad had some enemies uh well there was a he's in this place oh this is mexico we we glossed over that what this is yeah that's a detail we need to know

1994 mexico dirt roads oh yeah somebody's trying to kill you yeah they're probably doing

brujaria they're gonna get you dude uh and he was there because of a land dispute among his siblings oh yeah so imagining an inheritance oh yeah even the siblings might even they could be yeah blap them up yeah yeah yeah uh so okay he stayed put just in case they came back went ahead and stayed awake until sunrise damn okay so mexico that makes sense that there's bars

even in a rural area yeah it's making sense so if you weren't reading the chat well no i thought you i was locked in i was trying to look up the gems we both fell i take the blame but i was trying to look up the gems and gold coins on youtube super chat there's nothing for it i don't know what it

i don't know where nancy is not anything nancy's not here uh after this story by the way we're going to cut the stream uh to only the patreon members so if you're a homosexual um sorry as soon as there was enough daylight he went outside to see the mess the horse made in the mud but there was not a single hoof print to be found so it's not like they have

you know initially i was picturing like american landscape around the window and the horse is just eating the bushes and stuff and just eating everything around the house and he now it's

like no there's nothing they're in mexico and he's like he listened to this horse for a long time it's just mud and then house it's not like you thought you heard a horse and you woke up and then like the sound stop you heard a horse you woke up you listened to this horse tear shit up for a long time yeah and then ultimately it stops and you're so convinced that you heard this horse that you stay awake until sunrise because it's not a was there a noise it's a someone is clearly here messing with me so now i've got to stay up and keep watch could come through the adobe or whatever sounds like somebody was the adobo somebody is uh trying to get the horse through the window at one point is what he says he sounds and he says here's going back to the the neighbor the bicycle tracks his neighbor left the day before were still there so the tracks from the neighbor that came over to talk to his dad for a few hours are still there they should have been completely obfuscated by the horse hooves and all the fucking crazy activity of the horse and the man that were at the window last night but they're still there no horse tracks um but the bicicleta tracks his neighbor left the day before we're still there mexico has some next level spooky shit going on yeah i've seen videos of a wailing woman like walking through the streets i've seen it several times like la jarona la la la jarona la jarona what is she doing she's crying about something she's all in white with the long black hair and if you go to her when she's sobbing she bfs you no i don't think she does that i don't know really what happens to you something bad though something bad happens if you go and you try to aid la jarona

sounds terrifying so i've seen a lot of those videos though people just like i no mames way and they're in their fucking windows with the bars on it and they're terrified of this woman is wailing walking through the streets it's pitch black and and like nobody's coming out nobody's coming i've seen a bunch of those videos huh that's very common that and like that she'll be by rivers it's like a chupacabra that's what it's called no mames way uh lila i don't know how to fucking lala she cries out for her kids yeah yeah yeah so it's a woman dressed in white tattered nightgown with her hair in the ring like the girl from the ring and she's crying about her children and if you go out to aid her bf'd right there i don't like it and then and then i've seen videos where like she'll fucking oh la yarona thank you janette i believe janette because it's clearly janette but she's hispanic so she knows how

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i have even seen videos where like the crying just turns into like fucking something else dude like something terrifying all the all the hairs on your body stand up and you know like spiritually this is not something is wrong it just turns from sobbing sounds like a convincing sobbing woman to like a banshee like no just shrieking through the night like it's the worst and everybody from mexico knows about la llorona la llorona um for the most part people down there seems to be more acquainted with spirituality probably because uh fly swatting is the main distraction oh in rural town so there's a lot of witch activities down there he's saying like there ain't shit to do you know fly swatting is the pastime so you might as well get into la llorona la llorona as a child living in the same house mentioned before my dad remembers hearing his woman just one woman oh thank you now now yeah because woman is both synonymous it's singular and plural yes that's in puerto rico is different oh yeah um neighbor so so his woman neighbor one of them going out at night into the cactus field behind her house and having conversations laughing out loud with some entity entity huh entity um um yes uh chuck from guam says the top has got yeah we actually fired him um laughing out loud with some entity in the dark said he could hear this thing talking back to her oh shit lots of weird shit to talk about that's one thing if she's imagining it it's another thing that the guy can hear it uh mexico is one of those places where like this seems like the veil is thin probably because of the buildup of iniquity because yeah uh witchcraft is super prevalent in mexico brujaria is super prevalent prevalent super prevalent yeah prilosec oct in mexico you

think there's bloodshed too a lot more bloodshed the land is filled with iniquity yeah i think

that creates a thinning of the veil and you you see and hear and experience a lot more fangs he says i've had a few odd things happen while deer hunting saw a dead dude sitting on our couch as a kid maybe for a later time whoa thank you see y'all in the hood side of the kingdom wait what

does that mean he just like walked in was like hey what's bobby doing on the couch and they're like no no bobby's uh i don't know we gotta we'll have to ask him to write in okay so he we'll see

him on the hood side of the kingdom he says uh may the father bless and keep you niggas greasy

bear from ar you can only get a message like that from like an nds person i love no message like that would ever be gotten by anywhere anybody else in the universe yeah i love

what we do and uh it's really incredible thank you that's a that's a that's a really interesting story that's the end of it for now no we're what about the horse dude he never went after the horse you must grab him by his horns uh well there was no then we have a big party uh they're talking about the jews so um yeah i mean i'd love to hear some more uh greasy bear if you care to write in that would be fantastic yeah come on greasy yeah uh all right well did you mind if i just keep reading because this i i haven't really that's fine okay i haven't really figured out your show yeah yeah thank you um how to continue doing this so email me email me at straight bible or put it on the screen i'll read it off the screen well no because it doesn't want to size you almost did it though yeah but it doesn't want to adjust the size so close it was not really close at all it was zoomed in times like 200 if only we had a uh a tech savvy puerto rican here to uh to fix this for us okay so yeah um okay here we go we got a good one we got a good one here this one comes from mike this one comes from mike i mean i can i can uh here here we go fucking look at it and then it's gigantic maybe if i do like a control minus minus minus okay there we go yeah no no no don't do it yet why not i gotta uh if i could just make it a little bit it's so wide if i could make it more narrow there we go sharp and then we'll go here and that way you can still well you're not supposed to be reading the chat but you know what i mean you can still kind of you can even make it a little more skinnier too if you want yeah check that out oh that didn't work no no you got to do the thing you were doing with the from the right side from the right side huh yeah this is good what just happened why can't we there we go okay there it goes right there all right so here you go we're gonna read uh this one's called calling upon jesus stops another haunting by mike don't say his last name don't dox him by mike all right here we go you ready yeah i know you hello top and david and matt and nancy with the appropriate amount of t's by the way thank you mike for four t's uh i will make it known the elite dangerous retards uh they they do five t's but four t's and that will i'll allow it oh wait wait wait one more thing before we go we got to kick out the pores um and then where is nancy i don't know i haven't seen her in ages i don't think nancy uh loves us anymore so uh patreon.com forward slash nephilim desk it's not that she doesn't love us it's just that she loves noodles more and just is making a lot of asian dishes i think and noodles are um really great mike from missouri dog that's who we're reading right now is that true

yo i just got here and you're reading my story wow great time oh what a what a life huh mike from missouri dog uh nancy is busy boiling away the oceans yeah she doesn't really boil water to do anything with um she just hates it she comes to ndsbs yeah yeah she does she's been in the bible study she keeps quiet you know i think we all do a fair bit of keeping quiet uh top was lurking there last time you yet to be seen um it's on twitter dude i don't even know it's not on twitter it's on uh discord i don't even know what discord is it's fair is discord like twitter uh no discord is like a patreon signal or telegram it's a it's a it's a you know it's a text you're just texting on it yeah but there's also like video because they're doing like blue letter bible they're pulling up blue they're they're crushing trevor uh macy cherry bear uh sparrow sparrows in there crush dude i know everybody in the patreon like crushes sparrow be asking questions and i'm like that's a good question yeah she's on it yeah she's a woman but she's got a lot of questions and uh what what's the issue like what do you mean because like normally women are not that no it's just like you don't let them talk you don't let them you know do stuff like that but then like she you do let her talk and she asks a question and you go wow yeah what a question she's got a bunch of them you're saying that like normally they should be like cooking cooking cleaning shutting their fucking mouths that kind of really cool stuff and then she shows up and she asked something that i'm like damn i didn't think about that at all how she noted that is not true not what i haven't whispered one word about about our secret you have secrets with with scott not one word have you seen his uh picture no i don't want to see it hey uh scott send me that picture i'll forward it okay so here let's go read the thingy hello top and david and matt and nancy i love nds and straight bible

please don't ever stop hell yeah my story isn't insane well we'll find out we'll be the judge of that but it speaks to the power of god and it's definitely paranormal i started off as meathead kid that never really believed in god growing up i always had sort of an intuition that god was real so when he says a meathead oh metalhead oh sorry you're a scroll when i was reading my bad yeah all right so he's like we don't know what age group this guy's in but he was probably listening metallica who maybe he's even talking about like corn or you know we don't know because we don't know what generation he's bought with the bada bang no wait that's fucking that other guy that's kid rock kid rock he did go on tour with uh corn and metallica corn is christian now did you know

that lead singer corn converted the lead singer believe so yeah no maybe a guitar player is real

not the main guy jonathan davis was that his name i do believe it's the lead dude when they came out with that, was it Chutes and Ladders? There was nothing that sounded like that when they came out. Oh, yeah, see, Dumbass says, yeah. Well, that's not really good. I thought it was the guitar player. I knew you'd be good at that. All right, so this guy's a metalhead.

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Didn't ever really believe in God. Growing up, always had sort of an intuition that God was real, but Reddit atheism was in its prime and I took the bait hook, line, and sinker.

Yeah, that's something you're unfamiliar with, I would imagine. reddit is a lot of liberals though a lot of liberals used to be an interesting place in fact uh cut my teeth in the reddit conspiracy our conspiracy um section years and years ago and that was actually a really great place to visit and since it's gotten very gay and you know yada yada but reddit atheism is the birthplace of every soy jack meme you ever see like a it's a crudely drawn black and white image of a dude with a goofy face and he's like pointing behind him like that meme is representative i think at least of all the reddit atheists who um everything they say is preceded by the word actually and it's usually this fat neck bearded acne ridden loser

with a fedora in his basement who hates god what's happening right now yeah reddit is canada if it

was a social media platform i would say that's accurate yeah yeah so yeah i mean uh you're probably unfamiliar with it but it's not uh it's not necessary oh scott says he will not subject

you to the pick wow right as long as we're clear that i can keep a secret that's all i care about right let's go see if i can take that pick up so uh growing up i always had sort of an intuition i was real but rented atheism was in its prime i took the bait hook line singer richard dawkins videos homosexual and that sort of stuff yeah i do remember the first time i smoked

weed yep with my brothers wait uh no it's an er it's an er he knows his for his his uh genetic no no he's saying i smoke weed with my brothers no no no no it's an ers he's talking about his

genetic siblings all right all right though i felt totally morally corrupt and downloaded a bible pdf

no way man after you smoked weed you you downloaded the bible that's weird the first time you you felt that gross i'll tell you what in my years of smoking weed one of my main gripes was it was i would feel gross really yeah yeah i would have to like i would um wash my hands a lot take showers

oh really felt fucking gross i never got like that i just would get the munchies dude oh yeah i would tear shit up for sure for sure for sure um let's see here i believe it's right here my brother's dough i felt totally morally corrupt and doubted a bible pdf i never read it after that night though i was probably 16 when that happened anyways my little brother always thought that the house we grew up in was haunted but i always brushed it off i'd be playing xbox in my room late at night and the door to my room would unlatch and swing open that's a pretty good clue that on there's haunting that's not good dude yeah i would think like if the latch yeah the room would uh the door would unlatch and swing open that's a problem unlatching maybe an extra layer of um yeah it's not like it was open and like the wind just kind of blew it open a little more

specifically unlatched and opened uh z-man says raven would smoke weed pass out and wake up feeling gross and walking like you rode a horse that's not true z-man that's not true and i don't appreciate that and you're spreading uh unfounded lies about me i don't like that that's not true i would smoke weed i would eat a lot of stuff uh weed in a lot of ways opened me up to Gnosticism in the New Age, not because

it just opened my mind to like a new way of thinking and i'm not mad at it i mean it all ultimately got me here but i just find that fascinating that correlation when i was like feverishly conspiracizing on the interwebs i feel like it just opened me up to like the munchies

old english 40s and maybe like keystone light is kind of really what it opened me up to but anyway it always gives me the chills but ma rete's ass was always like it was probably something with humidity he says retarded i thought it said retaste like glaze you could see it it says it right there retarded i'd always give me chills but my retaste ass was always like it was probably something with humidity in a slight breeze creating the right conditions to barely unlatch the unlatch the door and open it looking back that made no sense whatsoever and i just had those blinders over my eyes like that two corinthians four four talks about that's when it says that satan has blinded the eyes of those that don't believe that's interesting you're just

kind of talking about that in the previous discussion with uh otis you really love those episodes he did uh i will say otis said um come on somebody and he said it i think six times no one time today dude oh he got the look from you no no no no he said it six times and the reason that i didn't say anything is because the first three times he said it i didn't want to derail where the conversation was going because it was really what about the second three uh i just

allowed them. No, I just allowed them. Yeah, at some point it's like, this guy's doing good. Do I really want to pick at him? But you just feel like it's really cringe. It's spread like wildfire in that community now, too. Yeah. Anyway. Where are we at? Okay, so he was blinded. He was blinded. We all are, man. Anyways, yours passed and I found Jesus Christ. Oh, I'm sorry. Give me a second. Let me adjust it for you. Okay, there you go. I came to Jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories which all point back to jesus because he's literally the truth i appreciate that because

uh that's something that sam tripoli says as well if you are let's let's get away from the term conspiracy theorist because that's gay if you are earnestly pursuing the truth then you're

going to end up at christ yeah but conspiracy theorist just now just means like oh like you

get it like you're somebody now it's now it's something different it's like it used to mean

pursuit of the truth maybe not maybe not maybe there's no i used to mean like you thought it was somebody who's like kooky that's just looking for something that's not there that doesn't exist it just wants to and it's like now when you say that it's like oh you mean somebody who just

knows what's up yeah knows what's up is even like that's uh subjective right true and it just depends on like well what what are you talking about you talking about like the jfk assassination you're talking about the moon landing are you talking about what are you talking about um i think that is different than somebody who is passionate about pursuing the truth in all things right because ultimately conspiracy is all things if you're going to i was listening to karen wilkinson on tony merkel's podcast and and uh tony wasn't talking to him it was actually this other guy derrick i think or something like that and she he's talking to karen wilkinson and and she's you know uh works with la marzulli alien abductee experiencer yada yada yada and you know the the throughout the conversation there's so many branches where it can go because it truly is like it's not just about aliens and if it's if god is your focal point then you're trying to explain everything everything it's a story of everything every conspiracy every aspect of reality that you could possibly if you're just talking about the studies it's going to go into mathematics and science and all these other things and art and yada yada but if you're talking about conspiracies it's going to go into the music industry and and and the jews and the wars and the and the this and the that and the covid and the blah blah blah it's going on forever ever ever so and it all

comes back to the scripture teaches that there are entities in the unseen realm puppeteering if you will the things happening down here yeah all the things you just named but then it becomes like

you know tell me about it then and it's like which part yeah which part dude yeah because it's everything it's absolutely everything so yeah being a conspiracy theorist is like i don't know if you're just you think the charlie kirk assassination is suspect um does that make you a conspiracy theorist i don't think it does well no it just means somebody who's not totally blinded

like a normal person just says well whatever they told us on the news that's what happened yeah yeah and then a conspiracy theorist is somebody who's like yeah maybe it's something different than what they told us on the news but i might be wrong the other guy might be right but like it's definitely not whatever they told us on the news right you know that yeah yeah so there's

there's maybe i don't know it just feels like there's a different word for it is it christian i don't know but it's like that's not the same thing as maybe what we're doing here on the show

okay go on anyways years passed and i found jesus christ i came to jesus in a roundabout way after going deep into conspiracy theories which i'll point back to jesus because

he's literally the truth there you go oh but before that and on a jerry marzinski related side note i used to be a total degenerate one to mention marzinski second email huh i used to be a total degenerate and was doing cocaine with my girlfriend once after a night of drinking nice i was giving her a piggyback ride on the street and my drunk ass tripped and we both hit the pavement my head took most of the impact a few minutes after that i felt a rage come out of nowhere i wanted to kill people at random for no reason at all the hell that probably lasted for an hour or so when i woke up the next day it totally went away huh and i doused him and seen never had that feeling before and haven't since but i thought i was possessed for a minute maybe between like the heavy metal and the cocaine yeah and the drinking and that just gives something a foot in and maybe it sounds like maybe he never was like a hot temper just all of a sudden happened that is

strange um i remember when i was younger uh i did i had a little spree with cocaine and one day my wife came to me and she said uh hey when you're on it i don't like it i don't like like the way you look because i get my face was like cocked to one side or whatever i was trying i was trying to look normal and she goes like i don't want you to get addicted to this and uh and i said i think it was the only time i ever had like something that exposed itself as a problem with drugs like i saw it in this moment where i said like and i addicted to it i don't even

really like it like it's the stupid i know but there was a weird thing with some drugs like i can kind of relate to that like i didn't really like it but i kind of don't want to stop doing it

yeah yeah yeah but i said that i think as i uh i think i probably really did like it like i think

i liked it a lot i remember feeling like that about coke dude it was like i don't really love this like it doesn't make me feel great but i kind of want to do it stop doing it i still have

it to this day where like uh i can smell something the in the in and you gotta take a dump immediately The indescribable smell of cocaine doesn't make you have to take a dump immediately? No, I had friends that were like, they just immediately go straight to the bathroom and then take a dump for a long time. I wasn't like that.

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but i also had you know you say a ferocious appetite for uh oxycottons i had a ferocious threshold for cocaine where i i was doing um tremendous amounts of it you know not often but on the occasions that i would a lot of it yeah and then uh and then just being okay i never got

to where i liked doing it in the morning i remember like a couple times doing it in the morning but like i had buddies that wanted to just do it all day like i never got to where i was like yeah let's do it in the morning yeah yeah i was it was always like let's do it at night and then drink like 30 beers and still not be that was yeah that was crazy i was using it as like a remedy

like i'm too drunk it's time to do cocaine about that um and that helped quite a bit i just saw top entered the thing so i'm waiting to see if something yeah let's let him talk i don't think he can talk i think he's in a pool he's in a pool uh say something it's gonna be about the orthodox

all right here we go so wait i didn't get the bottom of that last paragraph oh my mistake uh no this is not yeah that probably lasted for yeah that probably lasted for an hour so when i woke up the next day it totally went away i never had that feeling before and haven't since but i thought i was possessed for a minute lights would flicker all the time around that same girlfriend and i always thought she had some demons around her too but that night i think i was possessed well that could be it too interesting yeah yeah women uh and piggybacking i mean it's oh i don't know what that was whatever you got i got yeah that's uh women okay anyways back to the meat and potatoes my stepdad died from cancer in that same house i grew up in sorry bro after he died the paranormal activity skyrocketed a planter's pot my mom had out on the patio just straight up exploded one night while my mom was home alone damn you don't think that's the neighbor kids hitting with a bb gun or something maybe i got my kid a slingshot you think that's the wrong move no i think it's a great move but you gotta watch him yeah i used to have a bb gun and shoot

stuff on people's roofs he's got like a pump rifle yeah you know what i mean like a i don't know so i had so i had a

really uh i don't even know what you'd call it but my neighbor next door that i learned flooring from yeah mike marshall shout out to mike marshall yeah taught me flooring taught me like i was a carpet installer at 16 i went to work with him i told the story i went over there to tell him that you know he had stuff in his that's right yeah yeah anyway so um i used to drink 40s in the backyard and shoot birds on his roof with a bb gun just because i was an idiot there wasn't i I didn't really have any good reason for that when he found all the dead birds. Did you know that the most popular orthodox saint is an open homosexual? I didn't know that. Oh, geez. He came home one day and found all the dead birds on his room and just knew it was me somehow. You just killed all the birds? How old were you? I had to be like 15, 16, 17.

I never did that. I never killed small animals. Shame on you. Yeah, that was really stupid. I look back and it's stupid. For me, I feel like I'm not going to kill anything. I'm not going to eat.

but i used to like man a grapefruit tree i would grab grapefruits off it like throw it at other houses like try to hit windows yeah dude i look back i was just an idiot yeah i did have uh a lady

that lived behind me and i guess uh you know i don't know when the fuck she was getting up early in the morning for work i was working the night shift so i'd be sleeping in the morning and she'd be getting ready and her dog was annoying her so she would put it out in the backyard and at 5 30 in the morning this dog would just bark bark bark bark rhythmically bark bark so maybe you shoot that one with a bb gun like a 20 no i never shot the dog uh but i first went over i wrote a a note and i and she would leave it out there for 45 minutes 45 minutes of it barking straight it was insane so i went around and i said hey this is your neighbor i work nights you know the dog is a real problem i'm asking if you could please do something about it and she never minded it she didn't know who sent it i left you know kind of an anonymous style thing but after a couple of days of her not adjusting that i fucking had my slingshot and i leaned out the window and i would just i took out her windows i put endless amounts of holes in her vinyl siding with the like the whole thing was peppered her all her windows were out all of her vinyl siding and then the dog stopped coming out and fucking barking no way yeah man i don't give a shit that was when i'm not a cranky guy how old yes you are you son of a guy you've messed with my sleepy time though wait how old were you and you messed up uh i uh i was there stop it i was um maybe 21 22 something

like that really and you tried the right way you're like i tried the right way you don't want

to do the right way then yeah man and i was like steel ball bearings and i just blasted all of the siding i blasted all of her windows she had four windows on the back all of them went out i said that's it man and the angle that i was at and the distance that i was at like could have been anybody that did it really so she never was like yeah i guess i should have kept this should have kept it dude should have read that note and appreciated the you know the approach on the matter and then uh got your shit busted out um yeah there you go okay so is this uh yeah we used

to put pennies on rail tracks for fun to see them get flattened oh that's fun or put uh the bar across it and somebody stand on each side it makes the it makes the thing go down at the at the street yeah if you put a if you put a metal bar down on a railroad track and you stand

on each side of it oh because it's completing the circuit and the sensor thinks that it's a train

and then the and then the things go down at the street yeah we used to do all kinds of that's funny that's terrible i know we used to throw big rocks the big railroad rocks off like the bridges when the cars would go by mcdonald's yeah i was just a terrible kid yeah yeah me too dude one time like i don't know why even the other kids were like yeah man i just remember i went back for a funeral when i was a grown-up and one of the other kids i grew up with was like yeah i just remember matt like kicking over garbage cans on the way to school the orthodox

church is anti-christ we're just getting these really cool tickers um who's doing that i don't

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So when I was younger and I was homeless and I had an appetite for destruction, especially when you're homeless and you ain't got shit to do, it feels like you do a lot of bad things. So one night I went out, it was real late, and I used to go pulling door handles to find stuff. And I don't even know where the statute of limitations on, hypothetically, if one were to, let's say, find a car and open it and find all of a police officer's gear and guns in it. I don't know what.

that would be might be a problem for them for many years in the future so if they did that they shouldn't talk about it but uh i was i used to pull car handles and get money and all kinds of stuff just walk around at night and just pull pull pull and then the alarm would go off and you'd run a few blocks down and then do it again and um and one night in particular we just hit the town and we're walking me and my cousin and a buddy we come across the construction site there's rebar and there's trucks and we just take the rebar and start spearing radiators you know right through the front grill of the trucks and you know all the cooling is pissing out of everything and we keep walking we trash everything at this construction site all these vehicles now the windows are busted out and everything and then we get to a dunkin donuts and i'm like i'm so you know gonna get in this dunkin donuts so i climb on top of the roof and i can pull the top off of this ventilation where the fan is and i start stomping and stomping until the fan falls through into the ground and then i get inside the cooler of the dunkin donut it wasn't that bad and i start taking all the milk and all the because i was it's just a dairy cooler so there's no there's no product outside dumping milk everywhere like all over the shit and then um and then i get out of it and i go to the bat because i got a piss now and i go to their bathroom but it's nighttime and of course it's locked and it's got an l-shaped handle like the one in that door so i try it it doesn't open so i just crank it and rip the handle off and then i start going to every handle that's there and cranking and ripping the handle off the doors and and then we start walking back and i hear the sirens coming and so we like hop down off the bridge hop off the side of the bridge land down next to like the turnpike and then i'm just running on the side of this uh highway to get home to like take a shortcut or whatever but yeah man we used to go out and just got away oh yeah i remember hiding in like ivy like ivy in people's yards

while cops were like would drive by yeah or running in behind bushes and standing up like behind bushes and cops are driving by and you're just like don't move whatever it took whatever it

took for no reason stupid yeah for no reason at all uh that's just it's just but i guess if you

have a dad that's like hey bro let me show you like how you should do life then you know what

my dad showed me like that my dad showed up one time when i was a teenager i hadn't seen him for years he showed up on like halloween the week of halloween maybe and he took me and my little brother around town the town that i lived in so it wasn't his problem after he left and he taught us to destroy people's halloween decorations so we would just run up on their lawns rip their shit out of their ground those inflatable goofy things we'd knife them and rip them open and stomp out lights and tear shit down and let's go yep and then we'd run away and then we'd find another place that we do it again yeah and we just went around and destroyed shit with my dad

all right so let's uh let's get back to this uh let's act like we're not psychopaths get back to

this fucking story dude man all right so back to the meat and potatoes okay he said his dad died of cancer skyrocketed started flickering um we were kind of like yeah that's where we stopped

another time we were working on finishing the basement and my mom brothers and i were talking about our stepdad under one of the lights in the basement and started flickering and never flickered before and it hasn't since then. Mind you, my entire family is basically non-believers so they always dismiss this stuff. Some time passes and another time I'm with my younger brother and mom at her house. We're joking around in the kitchen and I said something about Jesus. I can't remember exactly what it was but my brother made some kind of rude comment about Jesus in a dismissive, mocking manner. We then walk into the living room. There's a wall of family pictures in the living room, and my younger brother notices that the picture with only him in it is obviously tilted. None of the others were. There were probably 12 separate framed pictures on the wall, all square with each other. Only his was tilted, and it was in the middle row, so if something bumped the wall, you'd think others would be off axis as well. When discussing this, my brother also said that after he made that rude comment about Jesus, that he heard a weird bang in one of the upstairs rooms. My mom and I didn't hear it, though, which is weird. The good thing about that event is that I think it freaked my younger brother out because he couldn't explain it away.

It's one of those things where spooky stories or spooky moments actually do bring you closer. I don't know if it brought his brother closer.

You know what I wonder now? What you wonder now? Do I have any stories like this and I just like wrote them off too?

I think we all do. This is what I found is we all have these stories. It's just when you don't have, there's nothing else to talk about.

There's no reference point for like when I was a kid, I'm guessing there was like crazy stuff to happen, but I was like, well, yeah, it's clearly not paranormal because that doesn't exist.

So it doesn't, there's no, um, there's nothing to expand on. So there's no like anchor, you know?

to latch onto and go back to.

Sometimes I read these, I'm like, if all these people have these stories like this, like I had to have stories like this.

I just don't remember. That's my thinking is that we all do. It's just like, remember one time, I think when we were, when we had first started doing content together and we were doing the book of Daniel study. And I said, what's remarkable is the things that God saw fit to mean, like to preserve about Daniel's story, we're all supernatural things. Right. Whereas we move through life, a supernatural thing happens and we tend to forget about it right the bigger thing is did i get a

raise did i get a big job exactly none of that but you know it's just but for the bible it seems

to be those are the most important so many of us have had experiences that either should have been expanded on and should have been cared about more and maybe even from a spiritual point of view were the most significant footnotes of our of our story here and we've kind of moved past them you know like if they were to if we were characters in the bible what would god see fit to preserve

about our stories yeah that's what i always wonder is like it might be the weird shit yeah there could be 20 years of stuff that god like wouldn't put of your life in the bible yeah boom there's this thing yeah it could happen any day yep yeah moving on i used to be big into stunt riding hell yeah which is basically doing wheelie based tricks on a motorcycle i'm kind of a wigger sorry bros That's all right. So it's bad. No need to apologize. Motorcycles. Sketchy, though. My wife won't let me get one.

I broke my leg. Yeah, I wouldn't let you either, dude. I wouldn't get like, I would get like an old Honda Shadow just to go back and forth.

I still, you have some weird stories, dude, of things happening and stuff. I don't know if I would trust you all. All right, fine. Okay. Basically doing Willie Bates tricks on him. Yeah, he's listening to Metallica. I got you. I could see getting a little carried away with the music. Yeah, I broke my leg after eating while stunt riding with some buddies one day he's eating dookies so i had to get rushed to the hospital to get surgery on it since my leg had basically turned into a noodle shout out nancy eating a lot after surgery i was staying overnight in the hospital and remember waking up in the middle of the night with my left arm suspended as if someone had lifted it think of like a droopy roman salute oh but no one was there bro damn bro that might have been the pain meds though

i don't know i i always link these stories to drugs i had that happen though and um it took like three times in a row in the same night for me to start becoming um unsettled in my spirit that something else was happening because you know you do kind of spasm sometimes it's not unheard of to kind of throw a whole ass roman salute but when it keeps happening and then i tried to stop it from happening by putting my arms under the pillow kept happening no then once once the weight of the blanket kept my arms from doing that then my leg got pulled off no way and i was like yeah that's the story with the whole greasy demon thing and um and that was really that was unsettling as well i was very upset about that okay okay rush noodle

bleeding a lot surgery no arm but that one was no one was there bro i didn't feel like i was doing it on purpose since my muscles were completely relaxed that was flaccid it freaked me out and i was able to drop my arm fine after waking up i couldn't feel anything I couldn't feel anything holding my hand or wrist either. I tried to brush it off as some sort of weird reaction to the surgery, or maybe the drugs they had me on, just so I could calm down enough to go back to sleep. Before the surgery, though, I asked the cute goth nurse lady if she had any paranormal experiences working in the hospital. She said yes, and had seen some chairs moving. She touched his pee-pee? That's crazy!

Bro, what the hell? She didn't touch his pee-pee.

Well, it didn't say they cheated.

Hold on. Wait a second. Hold on. We have something very important here.

I just saw that.

It appears to be Chuck from Guam.

Oh, because Top's not on today.

Yeah. I don't know which one of these is dreams. I'm afraid to press these buttons. My wife.

I had a dream.

Chuck says, I had a dream. Do that in that same order again. That's kind of awesome. Wait a minute.

My wife.

uh chuck from grom says i had a dream that i oh wait one more time uh that i was walking down a long hallway and kept hearing the strange sound of and of course i was intrigued so i had to keep walking towards the sound there were these pictures lining the halls and i noticed one was tilted slightly oh just like curiosity got the best of me and i walked up to it it wasn't a picture at all it was top twerking and the sound was his ass cheeks clapping it figures I thought to myself and just as I turned around I saw Raven pissing in the corner I said what are you doing I don't know if there's a continuation of this but that's a wild dream chuck uh i don't know what it means i'm glad chuck's alive dude

they had another i what do they call him out there the tsunami or not a tsunami but a typhoon

a suguami yeah it's a whammy a suguami yeah yeah he got blapped up with a with a suguami out there and uh it's been a real real rough time for weather i think we're about to get hit with

a tropical bukkake i like a lot of rain i'm not into all the wind but i love when we get the rain do you you're one of those guys that goes we really needed this oh yeah yeah you are well you know i mean dude if you look at the farm a day after rain it's like oh it's a jungle yeah i mean florida is a jungle today steroids yeah all right let me okay shout out chuck it's good to see him

again i don't know if that's actually he was gone for a while that's probably not chuck what um i don't know people just you can name yourself whatever the hell you want i totally forgot they got me all right so there you go are you sure we read the thing before that yeah that was

the goth chick. Anyway, my mom does me a solid and takes me out of the hospital and lets me stay at her house for a few days until I can get around on crutches easier. One night, I'm sleeping in the exact same room that my stepdad had died in. Oh, damn. Same thing happens. In the middle of the night around 3 a.m., I wake up to my arm suspended again in the same low-effort, siege, hail type of way. Doused in semen. I don't like that.

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I get freaked out again. Chills are going down my spine. But I was so tired that I just pulled the covers up over my face like a beep and went straight back to sleep. LOL. LOL. I never told my family about this, though, until recently, since I know they wouldn't believe me. They already think I'm batshit crazy after talking about Pizzagate and stuff.

Yeah, well, you should go to them and be like, well, what do you think now?

What is Pizzagate? that's where they uh there was a pizza restaurant in washington dc yeah i'm still not clear but what

so they called it pizzagate and i think that was a little bit of a misleading well so it was a terminology that was coined and then popularized by the mainstream media who used it as a point of ridicule much like coining the term conspiracy theorists after the jfk assassination to dismiss people who would you know think that there was something up that that's proven to have come out of the cia so i think pizzagate sounds on its face ridiculous but it is about the trafficking and the sacrifice and the eating of children by the elites in both hollywood and politics and you know but did it have to do with a specific pizza restaurant so it had to do with comet ping pong which is a pizza restaurant and i think uh famously obama had a party there where he ordered like fucking fourteen thousand dollars worth of hot dogs or some crap like that that's your kind of party uh it sounds like a good time but i don't think it was hot dogs that they were eating and the symbol for comet ping pong was the recognized symbol for uh pedophile communications and that's you know a known fact the fbi released documents that showed that symbol and said that it was correlated with you know covert communications between pedophile rings and um and there was a guy that went and thought that there was or claimed that there was children being held in the basement of comet ping pong and he shot through the floor um that also seems kind of like a patsy you know like an mk ultra patsy that was used to create this big media sensation around it to say look how crazy the people are that think pizza games yeah it seems as though the uh the cat was kind of maybe getting out of the bag so they got ahead of it and then they sensationalized it and then

they coined the term so but then andrew tate got arrested for the same thing but he had pizza in his videos because he was like trying to show i actually don't know anything about like somebody was telling me that recently and i just couldn't track with what they were talking yeah yeah so

uh michael manifesto says he shot into their computer room and just so happened to hit the hard drive that had all the information yeah i mean those things happen sure right um and then you had james aliphantis or whatever like ja whatever i i minced i screwed it up last time i was talking about this but it literally means like boy lover or child lover in french like that's the name of the owner of comet ping pong they're also heavily tied in with the Podestas, John and

uh, and Anthony Podesta and John, you know,

they're tied in with Anthony Wiener.

Yeah. And if you go to Tony Podesta's house, it is one big museum of pedophilia. All of the artwork on his walls is of children being sexually abused. Um, he's got, that's not real. Oh yeah. It's not just a human, the brother of, uh, you know, uh, John Podesta. wait so what does he say i might be mincing those yeah he's tony podest or was in their campaign or

something but so what does he say then he's like yeah man it's just like ancient artwork i don't

know if anybody presses him i don't think i think when you're that rich and fucking you know influential nobody really asks you shit um but the other podesta is you know associated with the whole spirit cooking thing it's one big web it ties into marina umbromovic the frazzled drip thing hillary clinton wearing some little girl's face with um i forget the other lady's name i'm sure the chat knows it's it's yeah skippy yeah there's a horrifying there you go hicktown honey's talking about it the audio file of john podesta maybe tony podesta i forget which one's a little squirrely one that's um clearly chester bennington's father from lincoln park who is what fucking podesta dude yeah yeah no oh my god if you look at this uh huma abaddon yeah thank you

wait they look alike you're saying it's insane don't turn into that guy that you guys are just fighting with it said the christian bale is everybody no uh because now i can't unsee it now it's like harry kane looks like uh owen benjamin podesta now the other the guy who was captain on england the other day looks like tom cruise what's his name again uh it's just like you just can't win with the people looking like each other there's no relationship ai is like

there's no relationship just show me the images it's fucking insane why is that all blurry i wish we had a better one look at that bro you guys can't see this maybe i should share it with you guys people can kind of look like that's insane well he's an orphan uh chester bennington who was creating a documentary about child trafficking before he died him and the dude from sound garden

how long ago when he died how long how long ago did he die from lincoln park and which guy from

sound guard not chris cornell chris cornell was also uh i think appearing on that yeah yeah he

might have been appearing died like a long time they died relatively close proximity to each other

lincoln park guy died that that long ago yeah yeah yeah yeah um and lincoln park if i'm not mistaken is a military intelligence operation that has quite a bit to do with uh children you know sort of experimenting on children uh can somebody somebody in the chat knows how long ago they died i have chester's hat that's cool fj yeah i really like uh oh so he died a year before chris cornell but that's 10 years ago or so isn't it i feel like chris cornell this was at the height of pizzagate so 2017 around that somebody said 10 years ago and that's that's pretty much at the heart of pizzagate right when it starts to take off same week as each other oh that's even worse Oh, 2019. Yeah, that makes sense. 2019. Somebody's saying 2016. It was all around that era, but they look exactly the same. They look exactly the same. It's such a big and fan... What's the word that I'm looking for? Fascinating web. Was it Hunter Biden or Anthony Wiener's laptop? After being apprehended by police, seven of the police investigators committed suicide. That was Anthony Wiener's, including the chief of police, I believe.

What? what yeah and i was talking who was the chick that he was married to abba houdin or something

like this yeah yeah she was the one that was allegedly in the frazzled drip video wearing the little girl's face uh you know hillary clinton was but um that instance right there the anthony wiener's laptop and the oh it was 7 20 17 stop stop with the creepy music what's the day today 720 no that's not today that's not real is that real stop it that's not real see this all gets really weird is that real no july 2017 for chester dude what day in july do not fucking tell me that we're talking about this you better google on the day dude no no no no bennington dude i swear to god chester bennington death uh oh my god no way we're talking about him dying on the anniversary of his death what the fuck

this is what you get bro you start playing games with the paranormal stories and stuff Next thing you know, weird things start happening.

That's weird, Matt. What's weird is that he was 41 in 2017. I always thought he was younger than me. Bro.

That's weird. I don't know if we have a fucking.

What do you make of that, Raven? I can't really listen to Chris Cornell, dude. Those guys all have like a heavy spirit of suicide. Nirvana.

Yeah, but when he talks. That song, Like a Stone. doesn't that sound to you like he longs to be in the house of the lord they all long to man but i know yeah i know it's not the path they take that's fucking weird bro yeah this is that's

really weird nine years ago today i was out of the game i didn't even like i don't even remember like it wasn't like the day he died i was like i didn't even hear about it i really really like lincoln park i kind of did too i heard him on the way to tahoe one time after just binging all night and somebody was like let's go to tahoe one of those trips and somebody was playing it in the in the truck on the way up i was like yo who is this this doesn't sound like anything turn to your neighbor and sing black hole son church oh my god bro i know those songs are so dark oh yeah i didn't like everything from alice in chains everything from nirvana like the lot of the

nirvana was fucking music to do heroin to like i did not like i mean but it goes hard is the

problem i didn't like that's why people like what yeah i didn't like it i used to love that music but then when i woke up i was like oh no i can't listen i used to i mean i still do i run miles to

lincoln park like lincoln park is what i listen to in my headphones when i run so uh that's so

crazy dramatic though isn't their music a little dramatic sure but i mean if you if you start to

suspect that chester bennington is the illegitimate child of john podesta and has a real might be a little dramatic as well yeah a real passion for exposing child trafficking and then both him and chris cornell get murdered or commit suicide a week apart from each other during the heart of uh fucking uh pizzagate while they're both working on a documentary about child trafficking that's wild like these dudes if if that's true these dudes kind of got a heavy spirit all right

where do you want to go with this then if it this is a very strange coincidence shall we say that it's nine years to the day we happen to be talking about it like where do you want to go from here i don't know i don't know that's very that's very strange seems like you know a little bit about this guy's story do you want to talk about his story at all maybe i mean maybe it's gonna tie

into something else you're gonna be like oh no way oh points of authority was lit paper cut was lit all of it was lit dude are you kidding me um the new singer's a chick yeah yeah yeah no they wouldn't do that uh hybrid theory the album hybrid theory was just phenomenal i forget the name of

the one but i feel like it was like spray painted i mean it was the first yeah that was hybrid theory

with the like the kind of the reaper looking uh fairy with the the hat the helmet on yeah it's not even lincoln park actually no there's a song that they have it's their hit i think it's called uh heavy is the crown it's kind of a banger kind of a banger honestly heavy is the crown by lincoln park with this new female singer is a banger i've heard some of the other stuff not so interested in it but heavy is the crown actually does a place for my head crushes so hard really so hard one step closer also so hard place for my head introduce the rim that they play in the beginning park isn't metal their hybrid dog i mean that's that rap rock you know really early rap rock i never would consider a metal uh well i mean some of their stuff is heavy dude heavy i mean just like like like uh instrumentally heavy huh um place for my head is so good dude so good how many albums did they end up having that's rap rap dog yeah uh i don't know i don't know how

albums they had i assume they had like two or three they're breaking the habit a bunch of them

breaking the habit is a banger what breaking the habit crawling oh my god bro lincoln park books okay relax i'm sorry but all right let's get back to this guy's story remarkable bro i can't believe we ended up the bottom is still scrolling i know it still says something about them i'm gonna um okay so here we go all right are we caught up are we did we read everything up to that uh Pizzagate and stuff. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Okay, that took us off the rails because I don't know. I mean, I know the name Pizzagate, but I don't know anything about it.

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Weird stuff would keep on happening at my mom's house, like a glass flew off a shelf and shattered in the basement when she was home alone. Also, I'd watch her dog sometimes when she was out of town for work, and my phone would randomly start playing this one particular metal song, which was weird. It was all...

and gore by the band coffins there's been some phones recently they just start ringing and it's weird that they're just ringing that's heavy as hell altars in gore by coffins i don't like it good god i eventually became more on fire for jesus though and remember watching the end times productions youtube channel in one of his videos he had this guy named josh peck not from drake and josh tv show talking about how he was living in a haunted house josh peck is part of like prophecy watchers right like oh i don't know i think that actually is the dude's name from drake and josh though which josh peck i think is like part of um who's the guy you guys had the you talked about the star of david derrick gilbert yeah he's like in that crew right talking about how he was living in a haunted house that made the haunting stop specifically by praying for a hedge of protection in and around the house in the name of jesus christ so that's exactly what i did nice i prayed to jesus for a hedge of protection in and around my mom's house in his name and then all the paranormal activity stopped nice dog i'm talking the light shining into the darkness and the darkness comprehending at night type of stoppage total jesus w i i agree yeah yeah yeah so i highly recommend people do that if you're being haunted just make sure to repent of your sins to jesus accept jesus as your lord and savior and forgive every single person in your life top if you that's interesting they added in top right there yeah that is weird that he said that if you are having trouble forgiving someone just remember top ephesians 6 12 and that those people are affected by demons too great point you know i just want to say somebody's saying that avenge

sevenfold is gay which is true um and i used to really make fun of them and then recently some of their songs came across my playlist while i was running and i was able to be like these guys were definitely talented these guys were talented i know a lot of the new metal gets a lot of uh slack and look avenge sevenfold is singing about some weird shit too they're singing about weird shit but they had a sound when it came on you knew it was an avenge sevenfold song and they created a lot of dudes that wore aviators and had glasses uh i mean i'm sorry that wore aviators and had tattoos um and that became a type of dude and we're all familiar with that dude i mean i'm kind of sitting here wearing aviators and i have tattoos uh but they were very talented and i and it took a long time to admit it and i think it's one of those things where we made fun of uh nickelback for a long time and you go wait why did we do that nickelback crushes super hard they do i love nickelback yeah i for a long time i was like they were a meme to make fun of nickelback was funny and then uh all gonna be big rock stars and we're all gonna be a big rock yeah they crushed dude thought those songs were all kind of stupid i mean sure but i think they like

what happens is if you that's like early 2000s early 2000s but it was like angry rock and it was like i don't know man like what's everybody so angry i don't think he was so angry he had a

couple of good songs that were just about like you know not yeah like uh wanting to be a big rock star it was literally making fun of that hollywood rock star bullshit where you become a fake dude you know okay yeah yeah it's all mocking it um there's there's a a song by avenge sevenfold called uh hail to the king i think that shit crushes that's a really really that's a great song um but yeah photograph is a great song look at this photograph every time i do it that's not

so lame and corny those lyrics are so like a kindergartner wrote it sure yeah i don't get so

caught up though you know what it is i used to be into punk a lot what what do you mean like punk

rock yeah but that's very like everybody means something different by no underground bullshit

underproduced crappy punk rock like if you listen to rancid and and the clash you're too mainstream and you're a fag you need to listen to this band that no one's ever heard of that sounds like dog shit but the very nature we're not part of the system exactly and that makes it super cool and what happened was i realized like um it wasn't about just enjoying the music it became about

like who you knew like what band do you know but there is an element of like if a band is singing a thing and you're like okay this is a band that actually lived through a plane crash and a car crash heroin overdoses and so now this song is a lot more meaningful as opposed to like oh these guys are singing about something but like a manager put these guys all together because like he has cool hair and he has cool pants so what happened is i stopped that matters like

the spirit behind it i people aren't gonna like this but i stopped absorbing music in in any real meaningful way so like where it used to be all about the album and you got to know know all the songs on the album and you got to know the backstory and all this shit like it became a labor like like music can become an idol and the whole industry and the story and the and the albums and getting their next album and knowing all the lyrics it all becomes like this idol and and i could see the worst of it honestly the worst of it i think is on display in the punk rock community because everything is about your superiority over other fans by knowing the most obscure shit so if you know a band that nobody else knows like oh you don't know these guys it is hipster shit it's hipster shit and it becomes identity driven and your your weight your worth as a punk rock fan is what is is determined by what band you like and eventually i just i backed away from all of it and i was like i'm just gonna listen to whatever kind of makes me happy at the

moment that i'm listening to it yeah and i don't fucking care yeah because there was a day where i was like yo yeah acvc is really simple but i like it it's a very simple yeah i don't care like it's

fine whatever yeah especially like if i'm doing something because i'm not focusing on music i'm doing something so if i was at work and i'm welding and stuff i just want something that

sounds nice whatever water is like crushes in that category if i'm running i don't i just want

something that gives me an extra gear yeah that's got a good tempo right so that i can get that

extra gear right do i really care their whole backstory when i'm just trying to okay that's not at all not at all right but back in the day it was like you posted up in your room maybe you were burning a couple and you were just chilling in the room and you had the whole album and you listened to it straight through you couldn't jump around and then it was like a communal thing maybe

was a little more meaningful but it's different now i couldn't i i i started to dislike it greatly because i had come from hip-hop where i was like i had to have everybody's album i had ludicrous's album and i had the games album and i had jay-z's albums and i had g-units albums but then i also had 50s albums i had m&m's i had to have all the albums and and then like you went to school and you were weighed by that you were weighed by that do you know all the albums do you have do you know all the and then i went to a different place where like i was introduced to mainstream punk rock and i was like actually these guys are kind of cool blink and green day and all these dudes i go oh this is kind of cool music i start listening to that and then immediately i find out well like that's not real punk rock and i go okay fucking cool so i find like rancid and all this other shit like that's not real punk rock either so i find like agent orange and all these other like bands that nobody's ever fucking heard of and then i'm like well what about what about ska and then i have to find like less than jake and all these fucking bands and it just becomes like this competition where i'm constantly like oh my god i'm not cool enough i gotta find more fucking bands that nobody's ever heard of and then what really became true was the more i dug and the more i got into like the most obscure band that i could i was like this music fucking sucks yeah this music sucks but it gets to a point where you can't see that i'm cool now because i know them yeah and i'm cool because i know the songs but this fucking music sucks and i and once i got there i was like i don't want this anymore yeah anymore like i don't want shit to do with this i just want whatever sounds nice i absorb music literally by the song not by the artist anymore not by the fucking album not by the genre if i hear a song i like i'm gonna listen to that song and that's it and i'm not even gonna pursue the rest of their their catalog ska is why he dresses like i went through a heavy fucking ska thing and it was oh yeah but it's all ska is like tied to reggae yeah yeah it's just white dudes doing reggae and it all sounds the same yeah it's a very simplistic music form and it has a very simplistic dumb ass dance that you do to it it's called i think it's called like scatting or some stupid shit and uh and it's it's so gay it's so gay and i liked some of it i was like oh this is kind of good and then i really looked at it and i was like it sounds exactly like everybody else it's just white dudes doing reggae um like uh i'm not a big no doubt fan i you know whatever like some of their stuff was a little before your

time no no i listened to no doubt yeah like the first music video i'm just a girl when i see stefani come out and dance around i was like bro let's go skanking is so gay um but yeah man

some of it's fun you take it or leave it it comes across my thing catch 22 streetlight manifesto come across my playlist i'll listen to them but there was something about we're like hey the stuff

that makes it to the radio is corny and it's accepted by the masses for a reason whereas like primus is never going to be accepted by the masses but it's always going to bang but i've seen

what it has to offer like you go okay let's break away from that and like at the end of the day all that's happened is a bigger idol has been made of those bands and those songs that get radio play than these other things and the reason that it hasn't been made of these other things is because less people are aware of it but if you if you rose it up and you showed enough people marketing we

talk about it sometimes in podcasting you look at somebody that's got like a ton of things you're like oh they have great production value and they have like a lot of money behind it and they have really nice cameras yes not necessarily better content or worse content but that's the thing

that they're going like but

this thing is better because it looks like shit and sounds like shit and doesn't have the production value and you're going like in the podcasting world i don't want to listen to that i don't want to watch that right i like stuff with good if your product looks bad and sounds bad i'm sorry dude i can't listen to it like you gotta be really good it's gotta be a lot better to still watch it i uh and i also came to this place too i was like i used to listen to sublime a lot they fucking suck yeah i never really got into sublime we talked about that before and i told somebody

the other day that the wrong way was about pedophilia and they were like mad at me and

they're like no it's not no it's not the whole song it's sure it's a hypothetical the wrong way i think it was gavin maybe the wrong way is a hypothetical i don't think that um whatever his name is the lead singer actually did any of this stuff but it's so strange to sing from the perspective and to make up and fabricate an entire story i was just thinking about this as an adult man i would not do this i would not fabricate an entire fictional piece of art about wanting to save uh a just post pubescent girl from a hard life with her abusive family yeah but then giving in and fucking her weird what what very weird what the whole song is about that very strange the whole song is like i just want to liberate her from her family and she's getting put into sex working and stuff and like i just want to free her but whoops i did it too believe me shit was tight it was the wrong way very subliminal pardon me very subliminal and we go like yeah this shit bangs like no fucking what i never got into that man i mean they were

always on at like parties and stuff but like uh and i was like yeah whatever but i never got in like i don't think i ever owned a sublime it's just music to smoke weed to just music to smoke weed to but i'm like and whatever like melodically like it's fun and and well it's whatever it works if you're in a backyard party in cali they launched a bunk genre what is even the genre reggae rap i think they had a dj they had a guy that was like scratching yeah i think that that i mean it was still just like a reggae type of uh rock but they had a dj scratching i just like

listening to some of those songs you go back and you listen to especially like the 80s hair metal era and you're like whoa what like so many songs are talking about a young girl yeah a young girl like super young and they'll say they'll drop it every once in a while they go like 15 so what

happened did we just get awake to that and he's 12 years old and two more she'll be a whore

what the fuck yeah did we just get away to that now all of a sudden i think so i think something happened uh top and i were talking about like that it seems they used ai in the sandy hook shootings and and then if you talk to this chick human vibrations she'll go back and say actually they were using it as far back as the um what's the little girl who was kidnapped and murdered and the whole world was like enamored with it uh john benet ramsey and she says she suspects they were even using it back then how like what some of the images that they were releasing of like families together and stuff to pull on the heartstrings of america just didn't make any sense when you look at them now right but at the time nobody batted an eyelash now you would look at it and you go that looks suspiciously ai generated their legs don't make sense yeah you know shit like that we didn't have a framework culturally at the time to scrutinize these things right i think it could well be the same thing in the music industry where it's like we didn't have the ability to scrutinize the lyrics and what they were singing about right and you know i guess it was just culturally acceptable up at the time but now it's like i don't want to listen to the wrong way i don't like hearing that song right right it's fucking gross dude i'm like i gotta turn it off so if you're singing something that like disturbs my spirit and i want to turn it off and what is it about it's about the sexual exploitation of a young girl that even the lead singer from the perspective of the guy in the story concedes to having done it himself

that's very strange i don't want to hear that and even like rod stewart had creepy stuff too about underage like it just there was like a lot of stuff yeah about that that yeah like and all of a sudden, as a whole, we're like, hey, hey, not cool anymore. This is not cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, I don't know, man.

Weird. I don't have time for music like that anymore. I don't care about artists. I don't care about albums. I care about individual songs.

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speeds reduced after 20 gigs um i unfortunately still have an affinity for a lot of rap from my era, which is

to murder you know what we like yeah but what we liked about rap was it was very real it was very much about people telling a real story about their real life and not just a real life but a grimy life like they were going to survive yeah there was something that i think a lot of us could relate to in that yeah like yeah it's a little different for me i'm not necessarily like in the hood selling crack but i am getting up at like 4 30 to go to work and i'm grinding and there's a grind that i have to keep at just to stay ahead of the game yeah just hustle and stay ahead of the game yeah

it is though there is this this constant theme of like murder you know and that's like really heavy because i recognize like a lot of the music like when i i i uh well murder drugs bitches and

hoes is like the core of it and then yeah hey i'm rich and look at my gold chain and my cool car

when i fought that so that picture on the ground behind you is is me getting my wrist wrapped for going to fight some other it was a great day you did great that day i came out to a dmx song because it was the thing that put you in the mood for violence the most that i could think of i forget what dmx song it was it wasn't like uh whatever that fucking is like open up shop that one uh rough riders was it maybe it was rough riders anthem is that the same song stop drop

shut him down open up shop is that another guy i was never into it just seemed like it didn't seem like good rap it just seemed like kind of like making noises i don't know yeah like making noises but not really like intelligent rap like i did like when guys put i like dmx were

intelligent yeah everybody from wu-tang could rap eminem was really crazy because it was so angry although i listened to uh one of my favorite songs by eminem i think it's his first song that ever got any kind of radio play it's called infinite and it's literally just him doing like uh wordplay and lyricism yeah he took it to another level yeah and and infinite you almost don't even recognize it because he's got like the voice of a of a young man still um and i believe it was his first song that got radio play and uh somebody just said deftones let's go deftones so that that song infinite if you've never heard um if you've listened to eminem but you've never heard infinite that is a really really fun song uh first track you think of when you hear eminem yeah man infinite's great infinite's really fantastic so uh but yeah music to murder too and and i remember walking around with my headphones in listening to that and just like yeah this spirit of like violence

i remember seeing a sermon years ago maybe when i very very first got in the game and how this dude a black dude was saying how god showed him that like there was going to be this musical influence like in the hood that was going to specifically take um young black men into hell oh yeah into darkness yeah and at the time all there was was like there wasn't really rap it was before rap you know and it was like maybe sugar hill gang maybe he's like that but it wasn't like gangster rap hadn't happened sure you still had uh and he was like what you know so it's death metal he's like there's heavy metal who did check the rhyme but the black kids aren't really into the heavy metal yeah and this guy did this whole thing on how the lord showed him this was coming and then was like boom it's rap music and uh it's insane what they did i mean they took tupac

tupac was an actor he was an effeminate like dance like writing poetry and then and then they turned it into this and i think he really did kind of become it towards the end i think i think he

really was but it was weird it was a hard thing to balance if you like tupac especially like ready to die like the double album when he got out of prison he had a double album yeah and it went hard but it was like yeah but wait is this the same dude that was like he had a great sound was an actor and was like writing poetry yeah he was kind of a feminine talking about his mom like

after he got rich dear mama was a banger dear mama was a banger um yeah before that they had a tribe called quest and shit like that right where like that music was just like fun lyricism

yeah but then there was a time where it was like to be a rapper you gotta be a gangster and to be

a gangster you gotta be a rapper that was so huge i mean 90s really birthed it 80s you know 80s 90s and then 2000s just took it to another place where like they were killing each other in the clubs all the time yeah killing each other in the clubs all the time and it was interesting

because you watch like l got took out big l crushed and was gone my son gets royalties off

dear mama why is that uh immortal technique yeah taught me about 9 11 when i was nine years old i used to listen to immortal technique till i realized he was an actual uh pagan and uh effectively a leftist in very many ways and um but he was rapping about conspiracies conspiracies in such a crazy way uh so yeah i used to listen to uh getting an episode of nds what you listening to oh that's funny i wouldn't mind go but all my perspective on music is from that era so it would be a short-lived you don't listen to any like older stuff uh yeah i listen to older stuff but not in the way that i listen to that i have a real soft spot for fleetwood mac and stevie nicks and that bitch is a witch witchy yeah she is 100 a witch but she was so in tune with something she's being moved by a spirit and the song

that she's singing there's like an underlying thing that this is about like uh i knew people

back in the day that i didn't know anything about that but she'd come out in like a black cloak with the black all the candles the black top hat if you ever watch you ever watch the

shining no but jack nicholson yeah yeah so the sequel to the shining is dr sleep fantastic movie it's horrifying you love that kind of stuff i don't watch i mean i've been exposed to so much of it for so long but i think the lead character is kind of designed from stevie nicks with the top hat and she's like basically a kind of something you might call a vampire she's been alive for a long time feeding off of the innocent and uh um but that black top hat thing is something that comes from it's a real functioning part of an outfit of a of a high-ranking wizard in in like the real church of satan not like the larpy one with the dumb fags but like a high-ranking wizard in like you know i forget what it is it's not called the church of satan it's something else might have something to do with lucifer but they wear a top hat and they'll paint their faces like a skull in fact there's a famous music video with um pink i think it's jagged little pill also a great song i don't give a shit what anybody says jagged little pill is fantastic no no jagged little pill is uh we saw her with lenny kravitz that's the album from atlantis morissette like a pill is the song by i also like atlantis morissette um but oh yeah she's channeling rihanna yeah that song rihanna by stevie nick she admits to channeling rihanna And Rhiannon is a is a Welsh witch that was, you know, persecuted back in the day. And and she's summoning and channeling the spirit of her.

And there's a reason those songs like like they're so likable. They're so good. They're done well. Haunting. Yeah, they're haunting.

It's a song that's obviously full of spirit. What spirit? You know, that's that's a good question to ask.

But I mean, I think there is a fair statement to be made. Like if music is a form of worship, it is either worshiping God or not God. there's always a spirit involved with music not really like oh what spirit is it going at it's like okay if it's in the music industry it's not worshiping god yeah yeah yeah it's all music is

is created by a spirit or it has a spiritual influence so yeah um yeah it has a avenged sevenfold has a song named the beast and the harlot and they know the very notion of avenged

sevenfold is like a biblical notion like yeah yeah was it it was uh kane was avenged i'll be of in seven yeah i think so yeah um so he's got the two wives he said i killed a man and stevie

has teamed up with somebody now i don't even know uh atlantis morrisette is also kind of a spooky bitch but but stevie nicks fleetwood mac you look at their album covers they're in between the masonic archways i believe and you know she's got the top hat they're on the checkerboard floor like it's very occulted uh who's the um damn there was a another band back in the day blue oyster group something oyster oyster cult blue oyster cult their album covers are insanely occulted filled with all kinds of mystery school symbolism uh those guys were doing shit like that to the public long before anybody knew about it uh alonis morrisette i'm pretty sure

is still alive because i'm pretty sure that first world cup game for canada yeah we were watching i was like sweetie i think that's alanis morissette singing the canadian national anthem yeah she's canadian yeah i was like i'm pretty and she's like wait what yeah she's still alive i'm pretty

sure that's alanis morissette i didn't like so in dogma they're asking about dogma the jay and

silent bob movie where alanis where she was god i was just thinking that i couldn't think of the

name of it yeah of course i didn't like that i didn't like that she was god um but that movie was hilarious when i was i gotta go back and look at it because homeboy that played professor snape that died a couple years ago uh he was metatron i believe which was an angel in that film i wouldn't

have caught any of the stuff other than i thought it was hilarious i think that's the one where chris rock goes jesus yeah i know him he still owes me 20 bucks yeah something like that yeah

uh i gotta go back and watch it i don't know how um overtly insulting and satanic it was or not uh i know that you know those those guys uh kevin james he's a bit of a leftist homosexual um kind of a character and the king of queens oh my mistake uh who the hell played silent bob uh kevin smith i don't know yeah they were real big in new jersey because those guys were cool red bank new jersey they had like a whole thing out there uh a comic shop in red bank yeah kevin Smith. I don't know. I want to watch it back and see what it is. All right, let's finish this.

I highly recommend people do that. If you're being haunted, just make sure to repent of your sins to Jesus. Accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior and forgive every single person in your life. If you are having trouble forgiving someone, just remember Ephesians 6.12 and that those people are affected by demons too. Also, I just wanted to say that Jesus freed me of my weed addiction too. Let's go. In case someone else out there is struggling with weed, I couldn't stop on my own. The only thing that got me to quit We'll be right back.

was directly and sincerely praying to Jesus to remove the desire for marijuana from heart. I think he meant from my heart. All right. From heart. And just like that, Jack, it was done. Let's go. Jesus is truly the breaker of chains. Thank you for all you do. Top, David, Matt, and Nancy.

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gigs i believe you're helping harvest souls for god in the end times mike from missouri doe let's

go i pray that that is the case um thank you for your submission yeah man i i would say that i struggled for a long time to stop smoking weed and that the only thing that like the final element was jesus really yeah remember i had that weird ass dream where there was that old dog i had to stab it and kill it and put it down and you know it was weird um that's weird because i loved weed

more than anything in the universe when i first found weed and i got all the coolest bongs and all the coolest pipes i'd go to like the um i go to telegraph avenue and hate ashbury in san francisco and telegraph and berkeley okay and i'd buy like the coolest bongs and the coolest pipes and i had like licorice flavored rolling papers and like i would just have like a stash yeah i was all in it dude and then one day like but i never used visine or pretend like i wasn't high i was always like i'm not gonna pretend like i never did i never any situation like all my boys would get high and use visine and try to play it cool it's like i'm not playing it cool dude i got the munchies and i'm gonna laugh i'm gonna not stop laughing and i'm gonna just do all this stuff and then when i started to have to get like drug tested and hide it and stuff from that time on i just would get super paranoid every time i got high but i still couldn't quit it was the weirdest thing like i hated it and i'd still do it anyway just with this hope that like oh no this time it won't be like that yeah very very demonic dude i didn't know it back then fj says putting a

phallus shaped object in your mouth and sucking on it all day is kind of gay i did have a cigar yesterday with my cousin that was really nice um yeah i i had this weird thing where it's a little bit more complicated than this but if i would smoke and i would be in public especially with people that weren't high my face would feel dirty dirty and i would feel like i was making a weird face or something and i really hated to be yeah i always felt like hey everybody

can see that something's not right with me yeah i always felt like that yeah yeah and um i don't

know like i said having to wash my hands constantly having to wash my face i would brush

i would brush my teeth after i smoke i never felt like dirty like yeah i would i would go and shower

um i i hated it there was a time in my life where i was still smoking and i hated it while i was doing it yeah i hated it i hated that it had me i hated that i wanted to stop it couldn't stop demons dude i hated it man i hated it that's an interesting thing we were talking about with otis before is this idea of like you're going to be this i'm paraphrasing but they're like this representative for christ right right and that the more you're in that the more you will begin to like hate your sin yeah and i can very much attest to that like the moments where i slip are very remorseful and they fucking like sting in my memory when they come up and they churn my guts a little bit when they come up yes and uh and it's not that you like completely stop sinning i mean i i go i'm so much better at all the pitfalls but you're saying there's sins that

you look back in your life or they can even be something i'll slip up i'll slip up you know just feel like oh yeah man yeah yeah yeah 100 and um that's what it's saying when we can't continue in sin it's yeah it's it's like if we're doing it and we're not doing that it's like well you better double check to see that the word of god is in you yeah his seed is in fact it is a groaning like that word groaning it's like an embarrassed it's like a fucking hate it's like a shameful it's like oh yeah you just think of yourself and then you you you come to god in that manner

shamefully like i i i'll feel that so the sin is a slippery thing right so let's say you fuck up in some way whatever your thing is and and then all of a sudden like you don't want to approach god but you know you have to you you you have to repent but like it it'll create a distance i

really i don't think i ever get that uh so the way i like it is like but i will come to god and just be like i'm just like i don't you do the talking i don't even know what oh yeah yeah i

I never feel like I can get away from them. No, no, no, it's not that, but it's like. you know um maybe that's actually a personal tendency of mine like if if i've heard people

say that in bible studies before that they like don't take it to god like a thing and i'm always

sometimes not right away sometimes it's like it'll take like a day or two what do you mean to kind of determine was i really in the wrong or no like like uh imagine you did something and you've got to go tell your father that you fucked up he already knows though of course so like logically if you if you parse it out he already knows but like if you just squash that thinking and just like push it down and delay it like that kind of a thing yeah i don't know i just get like if i do

the thing i'm just like can you please just rip this out of me like i just yeah clearly i'm not getting it out of me clearly this is a thing i don't like can you just get this out of me like do you want me to be like this i don't want to be like this god like can you just rip this out out of me? Because if my life belongs to you anyway, like that, how long are you, am I going to just act like this? I'm doing the best I can. You know, I'm doing the best I can, but that's

not enough. You just get this out of me. It's, um, it's so that, that idea of groaning is something that kind of like spiritually groaning, like your spirit groans. That's something that was introduced to me, you know, by the Bible. And then I have these moments where like, I, I can't not even

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reduced after 20 gigs like let's say i'm um you know there's this song i forget what it it's like red red something supernova man i gotta find the name of this song champagne supernova no no not that shit no no no uh uh hold on wait how's it go about chester bennington nine years ago that's

so strange dude especially because you really love that band this is a this is a song that's

popular on tiktok i think it's like a red red light supernova red supernova falling into me i probably got this wrong but it's uh okay red wine supernova by chapelle roanne um it's a song that's popular on tiktok so i'll hear it i'll hear it like if my wife's on tiktok and whatever it's like a catchy little poppy bullshit song it's very much like that you ever hear the pink pony club song the fucking pink pony club song uh what are we talking about i'm telling you dude chap chap roney uh chapelle roan chapelle roan is the name of the uh the thing so okay first let's tackle

okay speaking of uh tiktok we have a uh straight bible tiktok you guys got no it's not time for okay yeah we got it okay but if you guys play tiktok go watch the straight bible tiktok gavin

runs yeah so fj says fuck uh chapelle roanne or roni or whatever uh that harlot this is i didn't know i'm not absorbing this music i don't know so first off the pink pony club right it goes pink pony club i don't like i'm gonna do some dancing at the pink pony club just listen to me listen to me listen are you listening and and and it sounds like this fun little like teenage

fucking you know pop song can you click on z man's comment just click on it real quick no i'm not

gonna click on that and so um uh it's popular everywhere you hear it on all these videos and shit and when my wife is scrolling through tiktok comes up because people will use popular songs as the backdrop for their videos makes sense so it happens constantly and then one day i hear this song in its entirety and it's all about like this girl who lives this fucking country bumpkin life who feels this calling to la and her mother is pleading with her and begging her not to go but she's gonna go anyway and she's gonna put her high heels on and she's gonna go be a whore on the stage at the pink pony club which i guess is like a whore club and i'm like shocked to hear that pink pony had anything what the fuck and like the whole thing is just like sorry mom don't give a shit what you're saying i'm gonna go be a whore and i'm like damn like any of the songs there was

a country song that used to be cool and bella had it on when she was little and it was the girl miranda lambert i think and she was gonna slit her wrist and i was like no no no no we're not no we're not listening to that we're not letting those words like be out there like that and it was some like cool song about how she was gonna slit her wrist like yeah that's not cool bro that shit was uh it was even country like that's supposed to be like wholesome i guess like

i think there's a song called oh hi might be ohio is for lovers by hawthorne heights Thank you.

I only know this because it came up recently. Somebody said, what is the most emo song you could think of? And my wife asked me that. I said, what's the song where they go, cut my wrist and black my eyes? Like, what a gay fit. No, dude, what? That's Linkin Park, dude. That's not Linkin Park. It's 100%. Pretty sure it's a song called Ohio is for Lovers by Hawthorne Hoyts. But there was this popularization of, like, the gayest shit ever. And it was all about, like, piss on me, beat me, cut my wrist, black my eyes.

I'm a pussy. And then you're like, what is this cutting thing? like like the kids were cutting themselves yeah and i have people like go look at the demonized man in the bible and he's cutting himself he's out by this you're like oh that's a thing like i never knew anybody that was like cutting but maybe it just comes and goes and you

know how weird that was for me coming from like gangster rap and i moved to a place that was like kind of you know sort of a white neighborhood where emo music and scene music which is like i guess emo music was really big and i don't even know what emo i came from a place where everybody was like their ass is hanging out they're sagging their pants because they want people to know in prison that they're open for butt sex and then you go to this place everybody's wearing their sister's jeans no and yeah it's like emo yeah emo is the sister's jeans with the hair over one eye my life was like whoa so sure that song to the papa roach thing i can't that song like goes so hard like it sounds good but i cannot stand how fucking terrible cut my life into pieces that's not the same song no it's like that's like emo with a heavier but it was christian

i remember i remember back then people saying papa roach was christian father roach was was a christian band oh yeah father father palmetto bug and and immediately i was like oh they suck never mind i'm not even very gay i'm not even gonna listen to them so so this other song that

i was talking about right here uh it's called i don't know uh no it's chapelle roanne um red wine supernova magician's cut what the fuck does that mean well i'm not surprised so um i'm not gonna play it because it's fucking super gay and of course yeah we will get dinged but when you listen to it it's just like this poppy little girl slop song sure but when you listen to the lyrics

come over it's talking about right there where's the lyrics baby why don't you come over red wine

super no can i do the lyrics okay here we go uh this is the part that look how she's dressed i know yeah something my mini skirt and go-go boots just make me want to move whatever whatever yeah um so at some point okay here we go so she's going on she's talking about a girl right what i like uh what you like long hair no bra that's my type and then she goes uh want me to fuck you baby i will because i really want to and i realize as it's like playing i'm like this whole song is about this fucking is that her that's a that's what's called a stud uh which is a black lesbian that looks like a man um yeah it's a you know so uh but yeah the whole song is just about her being a lesbian and aggressively outwardly just saying like and we're gonna fuck because it's great i'm like dude like these songs are really i've become such a almost a boomer in that way where i love it i'm like the delivery is so they mask the most egregious and disgusting shit under this like poppy little filter yeah where everything sounds upbeat and fun that's wizardry you don't know

what you're taking in but you're taking it in without knowing wizardry dress it up a little

different so it's easy it sounds like something that you would like if you heard the noise and you didn't speak the language you'd go this is a song for little girls yeah well yeah it's exactly what they're doing like everything sounds like the music video is like puppies and ponies and then it's like but we scissor in bitch oh no she doesn't say like that she says it in even this like this voice it just doesn't sound like that's what you're singing about it doesn't sound like

that's what you're singing about i know it's it's very strange because like the american people don't think that they're under wizardry and witchcraft and sorcery but it's like the most people under the most spells oh yeah they cannot come out because they're like no we're too materialistic and we're too shallow of people and everything's about money and material things here

we're not still operating there's no spirit oh it's operating so hard spirit is making you just

materialistic and making you number and number and number to that unseen realm that's just

controlling you what's uh mindless self-indulgence what did they sing i i listened to mindless self-indulgence back in the day but i don't remember what the fuck they sang it was like a couple of songs that i liked and it was probably their their main ones um system of a down or death i love system sam system is crazy though like where was the guy from um i almost said lithuania it's not lithuania yeah it's a it's a weird place with a funny name where they all eat seeds apparently um

in one of his songs they're talking about is it uh which one's the one with the river we're one in the river then one again after the fall serbia armenia they're just saying stuff i

don't know what's true but that sounds about right i don't know there was like pogo stick i remember there was like um i don't even remember all the names but i had the album their first album

after the fall uh hypnotized mesmerized one again after the fall uh this song has like some interesting lyrics where he's like he's talking about a spirit life is a waterfall we're one in the river and one again after the fall a little bit gnostic a little bit interesting so i gotta find the lyrics though because they said something oh it's aerials aerials is weird because they have that little black-eyed child in there and it's really all about ufos uh life is a waterfall swimming through the void we hear the word that's interesting uh we lose ourselves but we find it

all um we're the ones well that's intriguing too because if if he's talking about the scripture where jesus says you must uh lose your own life to find yeah yeah so that's what i'm saying like

the lyrics to this are interesting but the whole thing is actually the music video is about aliens and um we drink from the river we turn around and pull up our walls swimming through the void we hear the word we lose ourselves we find it all there's one thing he says about a spirit and uh uh when you lose small mind you free your life i mean that could be a christian line yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah uh maybe it's not this song it must be a different song then uh it's crazy because it's like there's no lyrics to this there's only like why you might have went through it too quick now there's like 15 words and then they're uh we are the ones that want to play swimming through the void we drink from the river life is a waterfall arrows in the sky now that's it not a lot of lyrics banger of a song i love system system is fantastic

especially if you're about to work out

yeah heroic suicide the beginning of toxicity he says that the toxicity of our city

it was a weird band because they weren't really like they didn't sound like other stuff

Evanescence isn't like that anymore remember you ready to end this? I don't know you seem like you're getting sleepy I saw you did a big stretch and a lawn

they from Kazakhstan? Yeah, Kazakhstan.

Let's get a pizza. They're trying to build a prison. They're trying to build a prison for you and me to live in. Yeah, that's a fucking banger. Armenian.

Okay, Dave will know. He said Bo is half Armenian.

Okay.

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Also, there's a song by Jimmy Eats World that I didn't think I liked Jimmy Eats World that much. I thought they had like some- Cartoon? No. Jimmy Eats World has a song that like actually goes so hard and it it almost seemed uncharacteristic of them and i had to ask myself uh if i was mistaken in my assessment who is jimmy eats world and what do they sing there's no s on it it's just jimmy eat world jimmy eat world whatever jimmy eat world there is a song the middle might be the middle now uh sweetness are you listening whoa that's a good song but that's not there's fucking

those are all kind of lame dude no yeah that's a good song you're really good at singing though and like making the song sound like what it actually sounds like i can't do that i can have a song on my mind but there's no way i could make you know what that song is oh no good at the middle

is not a good song i don't like that well it's fine um songs let me see songs jimmy eats world tour 2026 he there's a song that's like hard it sounds like afi that's what it is is they got a song that goes hard and it sounds like afi afi that was like pennywise like the old uh afi with uh davy havoc uh so it's not not the sweetness is it pain one of their heaviest and most commercially successful tracks it has to be pain then uh it's a good song i was running and that

shit came on and i was like oh shit dad so how are you getting all these songs when you're running

you just have on like a radio station i have like a spotify playlist where i'll just pick like alternative hits of the night 2000s or whatever okay and so it's not like you don't pick all the songs jimmy eat world uh jimmy eat world pain is it pain it might be i gotta look at the lyrics because it sounds like afi and it goes super hard uh yeah i don't feel the way i've ever felt oh yeah dude this shit crushes i gotta see if the chat is uh if they know what i'm talking about it's pain dude they think it's old AFI crushes I like old AFI uh that fucking Miss Murray

Murder shit is super gay. Super gay.

Immortal, I think, is a... Alien Ampharm had one cool song, the Michael Jackson knockoff. I get mad when they come on. But I was excited when I heard that song. I was like, oh, dude, the rest of this album is probably going to crush, dude, if this cover song was that good. No, it's a fucking cover song.

Yeah, so Pain by Jimmy Eat World. If you like AFI, you like that. There is... What was I running to that came on the other day? You said Alien Ampharm. I don't like them. When they come on, I turn it off. It's just because that one song. Oh, Three Days Grace was pretty good. I like to listen to Kryptonite by Three Doors Down. Remember that song? That was like their hits. If I'm a Christian girl,

then you still call me Superman. If I'm alive in a world, will you be there?

I feel like you're like this old man a little bit. Kryptonite? That's like 2003, I would say. Only a couple of years off the back of... 9-11 so that's how i bet that all right let's fucking bring this in for a landing right you don't want to do no we're talking about nothing now we're not talking about okay what do you

want to talk about what's the bio i like what otis said he said what's like a thing that's like really on your heart lately that you've seen in the scripture just something from your life or there's got you've been gone for like a long time dude uh unk party up and you were gone all weekend

dude uh yeah i don't know nothing really i mean i i i was trying to my wife was gone my wife hold on wait i think we have the button for that which one is it is it this one um my wife she was gone for careful with those buttons don't just go pressing those buttons uh good so uh did you

unplug it was that that wire you're like what wire is this i don't know what the fucking button

and uh while she was gone i said i'm gonna clean the house up and i'm gonna do some research so that I'm fresh with my mind, that I got some topics to talk about, but I really don't think that works these days. What do you mean? I think, and I pray that this is the case.

Yeah, why don't you ever like sit down and prepare stuff? You always just wing it at the last second. Whatever I move to is what I... Okay, but what would happen if you did prepare a thing?

I don't know. I have done that in the past. And oftentimes what happens is the conversation organically just moves in a different direction. That's okay. and it's just not none of the things that i've researched are applicable anymore you only did it on the raven when you were solo though that's way hard i wouldn't do research on the raven i would just pick things and and we talk about it like whatever you were gonna do like if you were gonna write a book what would i would literally only write about my experiences huh because once you write a book on a fucking theory or something like that you become pigeonholed into that okay

so take that out of it but if you were gonna write a book that you wouldn't be pigeonholed to like

what would be the thing that you would write it would be the the alien and demon connection on this show it's old hat but it's like i think um you don't think there's any new alien stuff you could find at this point well so this is what i was actually trying to tlc was a very research heavy show it's not true abba um so what i set out to do was to watch a documentary that got put on my radar um but it's not out yet so i ended up just watching the trailer for it i thought the whole thing was that i was like all right i'm gonna put aside an hour and a half i'm gonna watch this thing try to retain some of this information see how it fits against what i think i understand and um but what it was specifically was a new documentary is coming out it's about disclosure but it comes from a fascinating point of view can you maybe guess whose point of view what group of people might be sharing their point of view on disclosure well

it's already we already had disclosure steven spielberg so it's not that but that was a fictional

film and that really doesn't matter too much although i do think that it it touches on this but we had age of disclosure the documentary that comes from a governmental standpoint now we're having another documentary come out about disclosure from a different group of people standpoint not a governmental but the church okay little elaborate maybe further catholic church

no way and i go fucking fascinating let's watch that on a show dude uh it's not out yet and what they when does it come out it's interesting because they they they were a long time the dudes were saying like la marzulli uh steve quayle they were saying like yo the vatican's

talking about like baptizing aliens so um you know after talking to leo zagami he brought that up in a big way like how the vatican was you know associated with disclosure and i realized like they have kind of taken it might have been leo that said this they've kind of been quiet uh-huh

even though we're really here now they were talking when nobody else was now everybody is

they've gone quiet yeah so so i'm waiting for this like emergence of the catholic church in their opinions as an authority all sudden this documentary is coming out and i start watching because i'm like is this it is this the beginning of the vatican or the catholic church coming out of the shadows to express their opinions and ideas about disclosure and it's only a trailer uh i forget what it's called

i have it pulled up on a tab on my laptop but um a couple of the things that they say that are really interesting is they're talking about how it's going to be a moment where you're gonna have to start to reassess your ideas but they separate themselves they go like like christianity is going to have a hard time with this and i'm going catholics say that yeah that's weird but they're

not they're not saying we're not christianity right they're just saying in general i just

thought that was weird maybe maybe that's my own lack of understanding of the nuances in because i've figured like if you're catholic you're fucking catholic and you don't say that i'm

christian you say that i'm catholic right but they're just saying including us christianity

is gonna have a hard time that's what they're trying to say that's what i didn't like is like okay so you're coming forward as this body of this always just comes back to like the church

not knowing what it believes yes it's been showing up to sunday shows i don't care if it's five six decades and still don't know anything yeah still haven't been affected by jesus just kind of like hearing some random sermon every week and it's not really like connecting so then like when the crazy stuff happens like oh what's our position on this let's let somebody tell us yeah let's let's where's the professional in the pulpit let him tell us what to think on this uh so let's see maybe it'll tell me but that's why one of these things that like jesus died for the descendants of adam like that like that's it yes like you wouldn't think that that mattered i don't i can't turn to a long time ago but i was like oh wait i guess maybe now in light of this it does matter it's funny

because when you type it in get this big ass thing in it when you type it in it ai tries to go well are you talking about age of disclosure it's like no but close it's called not of this world catholic faith in the age of disclosure and i think these things when does it come out dude i'm not sure maybe i could do click on that and uh u.s cardinal exorcist should be private removed nope that's not it not of this world I would need not of this world release date I don't know but I would like to let me see if I can do it watch it maybe we should do a watch party of it yes not of this world release release yeah I don't know what that means release date I don't know what pen dragon means uh depends on which one you're looking for the pentra album no thank you uh the dale thompson good christmas what in the world it just told me what it was catholic disclosure not in this world okay by the end of 2026 that's all we have so far by the end of 2026 which we're

halfway through the year already yeah i thought you were gonna like watch it this weekend no Oh, maybe you missed it by a week or two.

So, you know, what's really fascinating about that is they're coming out. Like, if you're Christian or Catholic, you might watch this documentary. Like, well, let me see what we're supposed to think. And they're basically like, I don't know. This is going to be really like, hey, bitch, I'm not shaking at all. Why am I not shaking? Why am I not shaking? Why am I not confused?

I could care less. Let the world do what it's going to do.

You're going to go out and speak as the representative of the body of Christ and say people are going to be real confused. And there's going to be a lot of reassessing that needs to happen. Like, no, that's not true. I'm fine. I'm fine. Why am I fine? Yeah, bring the aliens. Who the fuck is clicking on that? Oh, Nancy! Nancy! Hi, Nancy!

Where's she been?

Hello.

How's it going, Nancy? Good. It's really good to hear your voice.

Thank you.

How's everything going? good did you like how World Cup ended

Spain right

yeah but I mean just in general like all the games she's trying very hard for one word answers and this is going to disrupt that a little bit monkey wrench it up yeah like all the games not just Japan

I didn't really watch too many of them

what I thought you were into it no she's heterosexual did you ever watch Meet the Robinsons no why do you pretend like we're friends and then like you say you're gonna do it you say you're gonna do a thing and then you don't do it i'll do it are you okay yes what's wrong have you had coffee yet no

do you have to take a poop i'm writing it down meet the robins oh okay she's writing down uh

No, you're going to be glad that you watched it. Are you boiling water?

Not at the moment.

Okay.

Got to get some coffee in you. Is there really anything wrong that you want to talk about? Just feel like something's not.

Is there something on your heart, Nance?

No.

All right. Keep your secrets. That's fine.

Someone put a couch in front of my house.

Can you get out?

Yes. Well, it's on the sidewalk. That's kind of cool.

You should go out and hang out on it. No, no. That would be like something. You're just out there, just hanging out. Hypodermic. Eating pizza on the couch. What if you called your boss and said, I can't come in today. somebody's put a couch in front of my door i could try how is that um special someone you were talking about at work what special someone oh okay just checking well you don't don't say that don't allude to there being a special someone that the men in the chat are going to lose heart they do really like her they do um all right so i think we're done here are we done here it's fucking two hours and 17 minutes yeah no we don't have nancy just got here let's make a show like with nancy now let's let her talk no i gotta go look tiz martinez says i need wife i need the wife i gotta admit my wife was gone for a couple of days and uh this is gonna sound super gay i was like sad what i was sad i don't like uh sleeping didn't like the freedom i did to do nothing a house is like just a kind of an empty shell you didn't go to the beach or go to ride the longboard so i mean i took my son to the place where all the black kids were and then um i came back you know and and i had to go back to wait that that was a day trip to clearwater and back yeah i didn't really want to like stick around and so i i dropped her off in clearwood no no i was i've not been on vacation i dropped my wife off and i did go to wiki watchy which sucks because we just got rained out it was too cold and no because i was like hitting you up this weekend to hang out and i never heard back that's not true you did not hit me up at all um but i i only had to spend one night in my house without my wife there and i was like this is a sad empty place really yeah you love her man and then when i was in bed uh i kept like as i'm dozing off having this idea that she was there and then i'd like realize she wasn't there and then i'd get sad and then i'd grab one of my cats and I'd try but they're kind of a feisty little and they don't want to be wrangled in that way so I can't hug them not a sex thing with my cats I didn't do sex with my cats that's bad that's also abuse and the lord frowns upon it to do a to do a sex with a cat

yeah that's not good

this has been good

it's been fun They're bred with daughters of men And they will do it again The end is written in the book In the pages they foresaw Death squad

Death squad Death squad Death squad

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