leave yeah well that's so that's the idea right is that all of these spirits these are um dead abominations in other words these aren't part of god's original plan these are nephilim and they come in so many variety right i think it's like the book of jubilee or the book of giants describes the nephilim as as not being alike consistently you know so there was probably like offshoots where you did have pale skin red-haired giants but you also had all kinds of other shit that give rise to the egyptian pantheon right all of these sort of uh mashed up animal people animal human hybrids and shit like that um and when they die their their spirits don't ascend their spirits are basically trapped in another realm and it sucks ass for them it's not they want to engage in in the physical again they want to be able to experience drink and sex and you know all of these various physical satisfactions and the only way that they can do that is interfacing with your physical body and then using your so that is so consistent with with virtually everything because if you go to the bible and you go to demonic possession when people are demonically possessed they're engaging in rampant drug use and crazy sexual escapades and all this basically debaucherous behavior right sins of the flesh sins of the flesh, these things are engaging in whatever the flesh desires. Bucketless shit, right? Bucketless shit. Yeah. They got a small amount of time to be able to possess you until somebody figures out that they don't really have the rights over you and that they can be cast out in the name of Jesus Christ. And so in the meantime, it's time to pedal to the metal, right? We're going to do some, we're going to slam some H, we're going to punch some babies and, uh, you know, we're going to fuck some hookers and, and that's the name of the game for as long as they can keep it up. So when you see people in that, in that kind of behavior, not only is it sin, not only is it corrosive but there are spirits that are engaging and they're siphoning off it in fact i remember talking to somebody i forgot who it was but they wrote into the raven's watch back when i was doing the raven's watch and they explained to me their parasitic relationship with an entity the entity was ancient i think it might have been feminine uh of some sort but it cut a deal with them i forget how he even found this thing but the deal was allow me to inhabit you it's a parasitic relationship in fact it even says it's my nature it's it's basically how i survive i need a host um i will give you you know whatever it is that you ask for so what he asked for was uh tremendous success with women that was his shit he was very short-sighted he's just like i want to bag bitches and it was like gotcha baby and then i think it also said like and if you want to know some shit like ask me some shit i'll tell you some things and um and what it got was access to his emotional loosh and so he starts being pushed towards like all these sexual encounters he's just bagging bitches left and right but he's also got like a drug and alcohol substance abuse thing um and he's kind of dulled right he he doesn't have a tremendous amount of emotional range he said that was eventually what led to him asking it to leave which it it abided and um or it obliged him and it was actually a sad departure but it it did um dull his emotional so he was having sex with women but he was feeling no connection he was doing all these drugs but he just felt empty and there was nothing going on and the reason being is because