Until I finally went to work one day and my boss took one look at me and he's like, you're yellow. I can see something is very wrong with you. So he's like, I really want you to go to urgent care. They basically were like, your liver is failing. Your kidneys are failing. Your lungs are failing. Like your whole body is shutting down. And I was so drugged up and like messed up and detoxing at the same time. I was just like, what is even going on? That was the beginning of a two month hospital stay for me. They put me into an induced coma so that my body could start to try to heal and they basically said you're never going to function the same they read my last rites they make me sign a dnr with that we just call it kind of braced for my own death by the grace of god and some miracle within that week there was like a change of events and i started to somehow turn and get better