at that party the son of the biggest designer i saw him all night putting pills in my drink like roofies or something like that the whole the whole night dash a drink and get another i'll just pour it in here yeah yeah and i was and i'm a smoker yeah so like i was they kept on giving me stuff to smoke and that was you know i just kept on smoking but they were hoping that i would just become like loose and he was saying to me in an italian accent reveal yourself please we'll make you the face of the brand reveal yourself he just wanted me he wanted to see me and he was like you chocolate is it true what they say about black men just consistently all night long and i'm having to appease them and kind of like laugh it off because i actually can't leave the land i'm actually like it's like it's locked off i'm on their like compound and i can't get picked up till the next day so i can't just be like what do you say because i'm what am i going to do like you you know.