Great. Well, I appreciate you having me on, Ron. That's very gracious of you. My name is Randy Goodwin. Like you said, I do help survivors each and every day. And, you know, I was born into a family. My dad, you know, didn't go to church, but my mom did. She took us to church. So, you know, I had this a little bit of each going on. yeah yeah so as i grew up i probably no different than anybody else you know you go off the deep end over here and over there and experiment with this experiment with that yep as you do yeah and most most people you know are that way to some degree and so for myself as I went through all this, there was always a place in me that was unsatisfied. Always a place in my soul, my heart, my mind, whatever you want to call that, that just wasn't clear, wasn't crystal clear. And so I fought all this, dealt with it for predominantly most of my life, up until about nine years ago. And then I'm a born again believer. And so I just finally got to the point where I just cried out to the Lord and I bent it. And this is what I want to emphasize. You got to be serious. So in my case, I was serious. And so I just cried out to the Lord. I go, Lord, whatever I have to do, if there's any iniquity in me, I want it removed. I'll do whatever I have to do to get it removed. And so I got up from that prayer and nothing changed. Everything's the same, right? Right. Okay. So now I had to do some things. I had to, you know, study, seek out people for help and all this. And I did. And it took me two years to get cleaned out. okay what i mean cleaned out is um the entire brain the entire soul to have the iniquity get cleaned out and have your brain put back together and be one in christ okay i just made a really great statement that really opened up a lot of things but i'm with you i'm with you