and i thought i had chills before i thought that i was scared before but in that moment it just i just could not explain what would cause that thing to drift open it just wanted us gone like at the end of the day when we went in there it's with a malicious intent like we're we're set up in the building just an invisible force waiting for someone to violate like the rules of engagement so that we could kill them so i came out of that gate in a mixture of rage and terror and immediately sought out like my best friend to just unload on him and i get to him and i was like in a whisper in in whisper mode like what the hell is wrong with you dude why would you do that but he had no idea what i was talking As far as he was concerned, we went in, checked it out, everybody came out, all in together, and that was it. At this point, I'd been in the building for maybe eight hours. I'm ready to go home now. This has not been a pleasant experience for me. for me. I imagine that for some people it would be really easy to dismiss this like as nerves or you know like the stress like of battle yeah trauma things like that but the thing to keep in mind about that is this was one of maybe 50 missions that I went out on but nothing ever like this nothing ever that came so close that was so blatant like a force so as the sun comes up the gun trucks pull up and we exit the building this is how just stupid you are at 20 years old those paintings they stayed in my rook i brought those things back so i'm back in my room in the barracks and uh take these things out and i'm like hey check out these cool paintings that i got and uh kagoni our platoon medic is in there and he's like i would very much like to have that and i'm like no way dude nope this is my decoration i went through the haunted house for this this is my prize i am keeping it thank you sir so kg leaves and uh sam comes in, one of our Terps, one of our interpreters, Sam. And I was like, what the hell is up with that place, dude? Like, it's really, really weird. And he's like, oh, yeah, like that place is